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CNY photos.

2012-02-02T08:34:00.000-08:00

New year ended, Ang Pao ended, Firecracker and Fireworks like world war ended too.

Back to school with a fully unwilling, but still a must also. Too boring to be with who sitting beside me, as she has a scuba-diving in the water all the time. And I cant hear what she said, maybe she "Bluu bluu bluu" like a fish, you can scold me "You deaf ah?!" or I can scold you "You dumb ah?!" Fine then, talking with boyfriend, and even at a far distance, their shouting still limited, and I cant hear anything, when standing between them, well, totally you a dumb.

Went Jusco, Secret Recipe when chor3 with sister, and she wasted my money. Little sista theres no chinese tea in Secret Recipe okay. Well next time I go with friend and even treat friend more better. Who wanna join!? :D

Am so suprise when chor2 mummy showed me this little dress. Aww its my little dress. But mummy, why you can keep my dress for 16years just for my sister and now for my cousin babe? Mummy you awesome keeper!

This is what my chor3 looks like. Yoohoo giordano lion polo tee and hugo boss glasses. <3

Chor2 photos. Yoohoo leopard prints. <3

Every chinese new year say wanna eat prosperity burger but lastly phailed too. But this year 2012, finally I ate it!! Yoohoo yummy although its abit spicy, but I like the drinks choo muchy.

Well, end post first. Goodnight Babe.

初六

2012-01-28T11:46:00.000-08:00

又在深夜里打部落的我，新年的气氛渐渐平静下来了，今天初六，于是每天都呆在家O蛋，明天应该跟麻吉们拜年去吧。

像小女孩般哭泣，遗失了那个泰迪，像遗失了一部分的回忆。另一部分的回忆呢？所有人都遗失了他，剩下埋在心里最深最深，谁也不提，谁也不记得。或许能说，不是刻意去忘记，而是假装的去忘记。是，我很想念。还是有流泪的时候，因自己还是很执着。

节日总是把我们的距离拉远，很远，很忙，原来不管再多忙也没有忘记对方。<3

挚友，过得怎么样了？明天能见到你了呢。只要不是在学校匆匆忙忙的一刹那，只要不是纠结的心情，我们依然可以过得很好，即使我们很遥远，即使我们还是没有变，只不过多了份回归大地，打从以前就根本不出现的勤奋。

一切记忆都还一直停留在中四，人家问我是中二还是中三，荒唐，我中五了好不。

夜了，晚安。

关心，总少一个自己

2012-01-18T02:42:00.000-08:00

于是蓝衣同座还是一样没有反应，很不给面子的，自己努力地慢慢地去习惯一个人说话然后没有回应的这种感觉。

时间很匆忙，和挚友见面也感觉很匆忙，路过的微笑，其实让我感到很纠结。唯一能高兴的是，我还是能remind你，即使又是不在你身边...

功课不算多，可是这几天总提不起心做完，很疲累，很疲累。

在我和小钊之间冷却的那一刻，状态和留言还是有人like，礼貌的说一声去死，根本不会看timing的就去死，要是都无法的话，那我去算了。痛哭也有，痛苦也有，对不起没有用，不在于多少句对不起，而是一颗心。

不久后有着Camp Prefect，很不想很不想很不想去，还是同样的地方，同样的Faci，然后同样的方式？很想逃，很想逃。PRS也好像和我们combind，感觉很奇怪。于是今天课外活动开会后红星月会Camp也在Dr Campsite Ulu Langat? 白痴那么爱那个地方？对不起，我不想念。

能否开心一点的笑？

但愿没有吵架，没有冷却，没有酸味，没有疲累，只有快乐，最后一年，其实我很想珍惜。

家庭，还好吗？但愿能劝服爸，还是，了解他的心情。

顾及一切，这个那个，还欠一个..

我，还好吗？承受很多不同感受，话语，这个家还值得逗留？幸福美满的，在哪里？

请，挽救我。

First week

2012-01-06T23:27:00.000-08:00

Started school life for 3 days in this week, luckily its just 3 days, thanks god.

To feel the tired, the busyness, and the truly school life I feel. Since best friend went another class, to make me more concentrate on my study, focus much what teacher teaching even I'm sitting the mosttttttttttttt behind in the class. (New student that came from gombak can I fark you harder? Tutttt.) Yes since the first day because of I was late so I was the single one, but lastly you are the single one in 2nd day and 3rd day my new student.

For some of 'clever' classmates, some thought Im late coming to school, some thought Im not Sci2 and went up Sci1, some thought that I never come, well well well thank you for the 'prettiest' caring moment, who remember me this S-haul.

For some of helpful and funny classmates, make my days go on well and smooth, and makes my days happy eventhough some words are 'erherm' or some words are nonsense but funny lar you guys. Gayish but macho too. So that my days wont just full of sadness, being happy to forget the saddy things, being busy to forget the saddy things too. Life makes me to concentrate study, study well, doing homework, I was hard to believe that I turned like a good student, ''Am this is me?" I keep asking myself, and I know that now this moment, the serious me.

For the one who sitting beside me, you are just quiet girl and not interesting girl (been slapped). Mostly time I just syok sendiri and you didnt give me any response. -.- Tutttt dont make me like an idiot. Ok well, but yesterday morning when I reached school and reached my class, and your boyfriend sitting on my seat, I actually was like WTF but its okay. Damn I hate the moment that your boyfriend smiling at me, oiyor geli lar. Well I wish that we can sit together nicely, til the end of the year.*Shake hand*

For my friends and best friend, yea honestly to say, I miss you guys, and I miss the awesome and pretty moments with you guys. Playing the 大风吹 when we are walking, jumping or turn around or squatting. And for best friend, I miss the laughing sounds between me and you, even just a drawing or a word or a 'erherm' or THE CLASS PHOTO, fuuuyoh can laugh till never ends. Well, we really should spend more time for each other, so that the laughings never end.

Done homework, done pack bag. Addmath melts my brain? Facebook absolutely melts my heart.

But dude I want to go Jusco Popular to buy something lar, because of those annoying teachers that want this kind that kind books, long book short book line book graft book or thick book but never say want thin books.

Bath mood, here I go.

Bye, awesome friends.

开学第一天

2012-01-04T02:47:00.000-08:00

6点钟被Bruno Mars吵醒，看来他真的很想娶我。娶我吧，我不想上学。(Alarm music:Marry you by Bruno Mars)

上车，很突然的发现原来前座这位是淑瑜，好，大概可以了解为什么她会在这里。

原来开学第一天第一位看到的是MelvinWong，很潇洒地走在上学途中，校服的衬托让他看起来蛮帅，男生的校服就是比较好看。车子也经过了他。

焦虑自己有没有迟到，直到进了校门口才觉得安心，可是我还是迟过了早晨的morning call。

Main Gate不能进，只准进Second Gate，我其实一大早就骂了‘wtf what school rule is this.’，进了校门当然还是以快速脚步穿梭人群，尼玛步行很慢还是停着说话的，我知道假期很久没有见面那种想念但麻烦到一个比较不阻碍的地方聊行不行啊小弟小妹。

远远地望见了妳，可是不想先见妳去，我事先计划的那些，也没有做到。

到Balai Ilmu去，再出来，见到的还是MelvinWong，很美的笑容，还说了句早安。但还是继续我的忙，找小钊，拿卡，Tugas去。

直到我从妳后方走来，惠玲的招呼，妳的笑容，还是没有变，虽然不是平日的灿烂，可是还是很甜。走开，不久后再走回来，唱歌前就站在妳的身边，我还是很想陪妳。莫名的是第四首就开始笑出来，被妳传染的笑。然后全世界就只剩下我俩在唱。

尼玛今年中四的某一些从第一首国歌讲到最后一首，靠。不唱，好好闭嘴也好啊。

7.20am，Second Gate被关，一大群迟到的在外面，Noriani乱骂，再让他们进来坐在走廊上。

于是8点就到后台去忙了。捧着一堆Borang Kawalan，新校长台上一直喊一直骂，火药味很重，可是样子还是很Lembik。

大概周会到8.30am，耗时1小时多，于是我很不明白第一天为什么要做Borang Kawalan，嘛，就没有班长，大多数级任老师更不是很想收，那么我这里跑那里跑有啥用？

没关系，于是重要的是要拿到老师们的签名，我没有办好，还真的很抱歉，怎样还是劳烦到美吟了。

忙忙忙—— 找到自己的班，回到班上，望了望整间课室，感到彻底失望。我的位子呢？空位有没有？连多余的桌子椅子也没有，我真的彻底失望了，很累，没有力再想，很热，很热。

又必须再出去忙。再回来，再好好的望着整间课室，还是没有，就是没有。我位子呢？我位子呢？就连椅子也只好拉老师的椅子。望着千睿，微笑一个。=)

于是最后还是很感谢千睿和圣海帮我搬桌子，谢谢。=)

原本我一直觉得我会哭，原来没有，原本我觉得我会... 原来最后还是没有做到。

他对我说：她厚看起来很不在乎你厚。

其实，她不是不在乎，而是我们谁也不想伤害谁，没有提起，就没有。

他又说：听说蛮多人要换班下来。

：例如？

他又说：XX等等。

（开始在意）：你的等等是什么意思？

他回答：就还有蛮多个啊。

：噢... （我没有问，我还是没有问）

于是他说了一些很突然的事情给我听，下课过后见到他说的那个人，我看着那个人，看着那个人，我是否看见我的影子？

我一直让自己变得很忙很忙，其实，我只是不想忆起。

我一直说我要望进那双眼，我不行，我依旧不太行。沟通，还是欠乏一点爽快的语气。于是，相处大概加起来只有1节的时间。

放学，车上，我静静地望着妳，沉思了。

有朵云，带着彩虹色，今天很好吗？不好。明天呢？

不写了，哽咽很辛苦，真的。

快开学了

2011-12-28T00:28:00.000-08:00

今天嘛，就来个华语篇好了。

于是时间过得很快的，假期也过得七七八八了，一天比一天睡足十二个小时的日子，其实很快地过去，嘛，假期盼开学，开学盼假期，这种生活即不是太悠闲就是太忙碌。虽然自己很在意很期待开学的日子，但...毕竟自己还是莫名的感觉到第一天的不好预感，新校长，加上第一天可能会有周会和临检（好，这些事咱们蓝衣的也不是很清楚罢了，通常都是在第一天开完会过后才有得向朋友们报告。）向朋友们报告？朋友们？回想起来，往往不就只有那几个么？而...明年...*叹气* 我向谁报告？于是是走入人家班而不是自己班的么？...其实...或许说，我不该提，我真的不该问，这只是我俩最沉重的话题...是，没有错你是看透我的心，说‘没事的’是假的，但心里怀着满满的‘有事’...使我突然很不想开学，突然很没有勇气去面对一切。*哽咽* 于是很记得昔日的那种感觉，那种拥抱，那种Hi-5手势，那种温暖。或许在外的遇见比在学校的还要轻松，于是才会常欺盼着和你一起出街过节日，于是才会把我自己养成了一种上课间突然说出一句“走咯，去gaigai”的习惯。然而最后就只能在校园内兜，不停地兜。白痴，真是白痴，就因为太过的白痴就是那么的有价值，那么的铭心刻骨。此刻真的好累，好累。

宁愿呆在假期里，第一个梦，到第九个梦，满满的都是你，是感觉太超过，是感觉很WTF，是感觉很尼玛，可是... 我宁愿。

够了够了。

是的没有错，这个月是12月嘛，先是过了4号自己的生日，那超级健忘虾忘记我的生日*再巴一下*，然后就是10号咱蓝衣Farewell的派对，过后就是17号Fuseng的生日，过后就是19号Jusco Rawang的开张，过后就是24号的平安夜+25号圣诞。

12月9号照片。

于是这是那个早晨到学校帮忙布置去的照片，有着小狼陪伴步行到学校，啊哈你比我还更我起床样吖小狼。亲爱的你的电话还不错嘛，把我拍得很美。呵，难得我和小钊又有合照了。

12月9号照片end。

倒流回去六年级聚会PortDickson两天一夜。

Port Dickson照片End。

圣诞节照片。-于是啊，从小到大我们家都有挂袜子的传统嘛，啊呵呵，半夜会迷迷糊糊爬起来摸摸袜子里有没有礼物啊。

好嘛，我的礼物，啊——————Santa啊你干嘛买我有过的东西，哎哟。

嘛，早上起来刷牙的时候老妹就跑来问我拿到什么礼物了。

“姐，你有拿到礼物吗？”

“有啊，你叻？拿到什么礼物？”（明明就是你老妈托我帮她settle礼物的我怎么会不知道你礼物是什么啊小子）

“nehh,angry bird铅笔盒咯。”

“...”

“哥哥拿到conand的dvd叻”

;D 其实啊我在jusco兜了很久找礼物啊,还真的有点丢脸到玩具部买angry bird,而且在speedy也呆了好久，一直想一直想哪一个conan你看过哪一个没有！最后买个2011年最新的给你算了。=.=我就是逊咖。

圣诞节照片end。

家人照片。

家人照片end。

暂时到这里嗯。<3

Yesterday

2011-12-19T03:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday actually decide to go country homes clinic for take injection but lastly didnt go. Went Emerald West with mama and aunt to visit the sample Semi-D house. I was mad and mama already mad with this pretty house. Althought its abit small but its suit for papa mama me bro sis. I was thinking, when we can live in this house? When I can be a richer or billionaire? *Background music with Billionaire by Bruno Mars, I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad——*

I love the wall picture so muchyyy.

Back to the real life we owned. My house at Country Homes,Cassa Ria also quite nice sia. It gave me a sweet and harmony home feelings.

Next with my photos. Yea its almost gona open school, so I clean up my messy looks, and I looks normal now.

我气色还真的蛮不错啊。Coca-Cola I love you. <3

Go dinner. Bye everyone.

Zoombie life

2011-12-16T23:45:00.000-08:00

Hows my life in the holidays? Hows my status in the holidays?

I'm like a zoombie or ~~plant~~ or alien in the holidays. Like a zoombie mostly time back to my ground and sleep. Like a plant also back to my ground. Like an alien also back to the UFO and sleep. Everything about sleep. Eat sleep wake up eat sleep wake up bath eat sleep wake up at 2nd day. What to do? Mummy that never be open minded and be tie-ing me so tight, where my freedom? Wheres my permission to be independence? Do anyone let me to go out and work or take some part time job? Mummy do you let me to? Stay at home you scold me that Im a lazy bitch that didnt do any housework, housework for maid and what else for me somemore? Go out for work you dont let then where should I go? Sorry mum, its all about my feelings, Im afraid, afraid to ask for permission. And forever I'll be afraid, a wall being there to make me hard to talk to you well. You said that Im fierce, how much I hope I can talk to you like a friend, how much I hope I can be a friend with you and theres no any wall between a strict mother and a daughter. You never know, you never.

Today is my friend+brother's (FuSeng) birthday, well sorry that I had forgot your birthday because I past my days with dizzy life and I even dont know what the date and time. Happy birthday brother, wish you can successfully let go all the past and have a new start, finding your true love(but I understand lar next year should study hard first ;P) This guy promise that he will gimme a morning call at 9am but when 10am I woke up I saw nothing at my phone, no call no message *Broken heart*. And I started scolding with a sleepface: Sei Sengzai ah say want wake me up but no call. Then after that sleep back. Till 2pm I woke up and see my phone again, no call no message, heart broke into piecessss. Well its time to wake up and brush my teeth, but sadly its lunch time again, how long I never have a pretty breakfast in this holidays.*Sigh* And when Im in the toilet, my phone rang up with this fella's 'morning call'. Well hang up I dont want to let him hear my sleepy voices. -.-

Do you all miss me? Hell yes I miss myself that tied two poney tails and walking around the school.

Next year, I would challenge myself to tie even more high like a Sailormoon. Gambateh!

Oh yah HO TING TING you dont forget to bring back the RIBBON from KLCC. Love you girl.

生日篇

2011-12-05T02:20:00.001-08:00

今天可是刚过完生日的第二天，5/12/2011。嘛，就只能说我生日过得还好，还好罢了。

凌晨是上线没有错，可是超孤单的是没有欣慧，没有Fuseng，没有Maggi面，尼玛的我和Fuhong聊废话，-.-好，谢谢他的生日祝福。

第一封信息当然还是非翠茵莫属，她一直都很记得呢，打从中一开始。对呢，又想起了中一的回忆，翠茵不就是中一时陪伴我的那位挚友嘛，还有...她呢？（笑..）人家也该忘记我生日了吧，无所谓吧，我仍记得她去年还是前年为我做的Cupcake，真的很窝心，谢谢你。

那第二封当然是欣慧啦，就真的感觉超甜蜜嘛，呃说到这儿... 连欣慧都在我第二封，那么小狼你到底几时才肯出现啊—— （笑，哎这健忘鬼，忘记我生日可说是平常的事而已呢。）当然，我还是会期待的，小狼。

过后就是小钊的一通电话，我真的真的真的没有哭噢，啊呵呵这次你可猜错了！好嘛，其实，我觉得超感动的，真的快哭了。=)谢谢你，虽然啊每年每年每年都没有办法一起过生日，没关系吧我不会抱怨太多。还有，生日歌唱得很可爱噢，小温柔。我爱你。

再过后就是芷晴了，谢谢你厚衰婆。这个人呢，对我有着很独特的意义，愿意听我说心事，安抚我，或许能说，只有双身的才了解双身吧，瞧我那个挚友，呵，和我从来谈不上心事。

好了——早上大概9点起床，然后呢德铭就打来了，啊叻，这也是义气鬼之一，谢谢你啊! 话说，你在苹果树下痊愈了没？我觉得————还没有呃（被巴）好嘛，就突然向德铭问起小狼，这德铭还会安抚我说可能小狼在睡觉，还没起床。=.=小狼昨天明明就是去TS，还约我叻好不好，可是我没去。

好嘛，生日呢，也没什么礼物，妈妈那餐Buffet，还有那件衣服，阿姨请客的那餐SushiKing，爸爸呢？还欠我呢，我很想要Nikon，老爸。好嘛，就过得不是很好，下雨天，老爸没休假，然后就是——小祯我扭伤脚了，现在呢走路像企鹅，Happy Feet =.= 真糟糕的生日。

先谢谢青蛙，俊文，紫倩，秀仪，紫倩（其实我不懂是你，所以call你），锦辉，Paul Yung，啊呵，谢谢你们的生日祝福嘛。很抱歉的是我没有回复，因为电话剩1仙，发给你他又说不公平（被巴）

过后晚上回到家上线，才看见一个疯子在死炸我墙啊。看吧，她想赎罪啊，因为没打给我，也没信息我，内疚了吧你！（大笑）好嘛，知道你一片苦心啦，所以我很用心的scroll到最底，很用心的在看啊。看得我有够辛苦，都不懂巴了你多少次，都不懂你给了我多少次期待，希望。你嘛，有话就说嘛，这儿那儿找话题，然后话题说一半。好了好了，不说了，想起也觉得辛苦。我想说的是，你的炸法LAG SEI NGO ARH。好嘛，谢谢你嘛亲爱的挚友。记得12月中你到KLCC去帮我把那蝴蝶结抱回来，我才不要Koperasi的（嫌弃）。

好嘛，就真的很感谢你们就对了。我爱你们。祝我生日快乐。

强调一下，我素颜（被巴）

挚友

2011-12-02T07:52:00.001-08:00

再肉麻也要说了，我很想很想你。从未那么的想你。（默。

又为友情而哭了一番。还记得上一次，中四年头心情沉重得要死的那一次。眼眶都是泪却又掩饰的那一次，我真傻。又还记得事发后，你拉着我的手儿说换到了，换到了！多么的兴奋，咱们...又同班，又同座一块儿了。

http://sotkia.pixnet.net/blog/post/25285137

http://weijin1204.blogspot.com/2011/01/blog-post_06.html

我翻回这帖子了，也翻回自己的帖子，很抱歉的是我真的又流泪了，键盘都是泪。一抹，桌子都是泪，衣服边缘都湿了。看一遍，哭一遍，我到底怎么了。搁着了，再回去又一字不漏的读一遍，又哭了。

http://sotkia.pixnet.net/blog/post/25885227

下一个帖子，又是噗笑一番的，搞得我真的苦笑不得。

那一天随口和你聊聊，以为可以抛之脑后，其实不行，原来还是很执着。我了解，我都了解，明年中五，是说想好好念书了吧，为什么却不是一起。再灌输自己正面想法，说可能没了你我能专心一些，是吗，是吗？独立么？念书，朋友，念书，朋友，怎样选择？是我选择么？（叹气）

虽说你都健忘，看来，健忘的是我了，你都记得，都记得我说过的圣诞，我说过的跨年。（笑了—— 你怎么都记得，笨蛋。

夜了，再说一次，我想你，挚友。

如果可以圆我一个愿望...我会许———————— 留你在身边，当我最后一年的同座。

Form4 life ended.

2011-11-18T01:11:00.001-08:00

Form 4 life was just ended with a today call result day and 100bucks day. Everyone was just keep their smiles on their face included me too. Well I was already smile like a bunny when Im holding the moneys, and although its only 100bucks, but its already enough for the one who is just left 2ringgit in my pocket PITY HELL.

And Im thinking what to buy what to buy, shoes clothes accessories foods orhahahahhahahaa. (Sorry, Im just too happy thinking about this kinds of things.) Suddenly my mummy dump out some words "Well, now you can use your 100bucks to buy bags or school shoes or books.I no need to pay for you anymore." Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu my face was like 'HUH! OMG!'.

I was in Starbucks t-shirt, pink skinny jeans, white sneakers, and rabbit hair clip. Shiromi and the others were just keep calling me rabbit rabbit, oh yeah tankiew friends. And even teachers too. Class teacher was saying Im so cute with that rabbit ear, and english teacher was saying I looks nice with that ribbon. Teeheee actually I got 1 more is black color with white polka dots. Next time I will try on.

Since the begining of the year we are just blurr-ing heads, need to be refresh our mind and absorp some new knowledges like a spongebob. And now mostly heads are packed up like sardine tin with full of knowledges, but my head still that water resistant and really hard to absorp knowledges. Whats I learned in this year? I didnt get learn properly and seriously and everyday Im just playing around. Playing hide and seek with the teachers because of the homework didnt done? And what mostly Ting Ting and I will just say 'Tak Bawa'. Its the best reason and excuse but if the teacher doesnt believe us and gonna check our bags, come on DIE lar. But still havent happen yet this matter. And the days we are having exam, soalan bocor like HELL, so we are just being DEAD if we didnt get any soalan bocor. And after that hows the life after exam? BORED and FREE till I bring my stupid phone along to school.

Seems some classmates gonna changes school next year, some going sekolah asrama and some dont know going where but Im sure Im still stay at this bullshit school. I keep the photos, I keep the memories, the drawing of my best friends too, sometime I looking at the memories things and laugh like a sorpor. HAHAHA next time I would show here.

Gona offline. Da dirty bunny havent take a shower yet OMFG.

美好周末

2011-11-11T00:29:00.001-08:00

好嘛，就闲啊，整个星期都超闲在学校晃啊晃，不然就发牌啊发牌。无可否认，考完试的日子就是这样，就是这样。

上个周末呢可是满满的活动，包括家族聚会，姑姑新家入住，雪花栈Snowflake，Chatime，Puchong喜酒，Sunway Giza，外婆家，都好赞的说。

真的要原谅我是个酒鬼，不开心的连酒带醋吞吞吞进肚子里。伤身子，真的伤身子。但是，迷糊的那一刻啥都能不想，抛之脑后醉昏昏地躺着，其实，只是让我暂时失忆一阵子。很感谢的是我没有头昏，没有头痛，也没有呕吐，只有迷糊。

是的，是真的有酒膜。脸红胸口烫。

喝酒前，肤色还真的有差别。

Hello Kitty限量，新加坡麦当劳版。

呵呵呵，五十多寸的电视啊，还真的真的有3D眼镜可以看嗯。

星期日@DataranSunway, Chatime（日本茶太）

第一次光顾的说。

Roasted Milk Tea，从此我爱上了呐。

下一站，往Snowflake（雪花栈）前进。@DataranSunway

最亲爱的老妈，酒窝真美。

呵，这张真的真的好自然啊。

Beeping beeping... Time to serve the food!

新买的polka dot背心，我的最爱。Flip flap flip flap!

早晨的天边划出一道线条。

巧克力的甜，喜欢。

暂时结束。

忙时说累闲时说闷

2011-11-04T04:30:00.000-07:00

中四昨天考完试了（呐喊——）最后一天的考卷纸则是华语试卷一试卷二，啊叻还不是乱做一番，考试前的人儿还在那儿死伤脑筋那‘我的理想家庭’作文，问老娘要怎马写？老娘已经尽量用最正常最正常的语言告诉你了，因为老娘写的没有你们的逻辑思考啊，比较喜欢写情景嘛，形容形容，描述描述，就连看过我作文的人都说“去拍电影啦写到酱”，再不然就是“不懂你在写什么，没有point”，好啦，人家喜欢没头没尾，但最后的最后根本就米有什么理想家庭嘛，有的是‘珍惜拥有’和‘那双温暖我的手’，当然选择后者啦。经老师长期不给说明文题目只给议论文题目，我脑子可真的生锈了一点点哎。

忙时说累，闲时说闷，到底是怎么了。起床后的那一刻，才发现怎么今天如此轻松，才发现怎么今天不需念书，才发现怎么今天不再奋斗着，才发现怎么今天不是如此为考试热血，才发现怎么今天手上不拿着考试提示，才发现网上inbox也停止流传任何提示。原因只是，考试完了，一切再也平静不过了。

就因为这次泄题得超可怕，连考试前握着啥东西都带些可怕/兴奋/心跳/紧张。是，每一个谁不是看提示，当然我也想说有正直不看提示的人，但可怜的是他对这世界感受了一份不公平。对，世界没有公平，自为自个儿活的多得很，包括我，世界是自私，残酷，扮演。

由于今天是发生不开心的事，我不喜欢，是不喜欢，只是不想说出容易发生争执的话，醋意往肚子吞吞吞吞吞，然后再发现自己不是什么，卑微卑微卑微，贫穷贫穷贫穷贫穷贫穷才是其次，任何，都是钱的主宰。Skip掉。

闲啊，今天的生活闲得像PMR后那样的生活，一分钟一扑21点也，再不然就Sakai，再不然就笑牌，再不然就是Uno，惩罚则是画手也。

Taaaadaaaaa! 这还不是小狼的作品（神马精子加鬼脸），挚友就是会画最大的在我手上。

狼儿哥哥当然是我写了啦，小狼的手儿。

利盈的手儿都是方程式啊，够白的说。

视皓的手儿谁写的HENTAI啊，耀眼说。=O

浩然的手儿Jason的作品，Elmo gets buttfucked.

敏琪的手掌Monkey queen。-.-坏死了

过后呢则是和朋友们到Leong吃一顿午餐。他们拍的照片有够三八，呵，笑死了。照片等朋友PO再PO来这里。

: 唠叨唠叨唠叨唠叨，唠叨神马！家务都让佣人做了我还需要干你娘的？我不回应，不是我默认。是我需要安静，需要黑暗，需要时间，可以宁愿不要你们，什么家人，什么世界。我就是懒惰那又怎样，来掌我一巴，我宁愿消失一阵子。走开，我心情不好，简直快砸烂键盘按烂老鼠。

靠北My life.

Boy, Happy birthday

2011-10-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

Boy, this is your day! And this is our memories. Yes but sad to say, its happened again that I cant celebrate your birthday with you. I was blaming myself the whole night long, and lastly I found out its not my fault.

不是我的错不是我的迟，是没有人的允许，让我把我的祝福在12点准送上，我的遗憾，我的痛心，就连我仅仅能为你做上的事，一切都已经泡汤，造成我留下的遗憾，眼泪，害怕。17通电话，每一通由微笑，期待，喜悦转换到了害怕，寂寞，失望。Sorry, the person you calling is not on swing, please call again later.

I just wanna wish you happy birthday, thats easy. Wish your laughters always besides me, and your smiles printed on my heart deeply and truely forever.

I love you too, no matter whats happen. <3

Happy birthday, my lovely boyfriend, I love you truely from my heart.

Happy sweet-8th sista!

2011-10-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

Well Im not mean to act like a kitty because I know I was failed. (Kitty Fail words showed there) Look my expression, Im being so worst condition because of the painess of my hand, I was accidently hit my left hand to the edge of the table, I thought it was just nothing but after 2hours like that I can feel the pain, and now it pain up to my arms and even my neck and behind my ears. I was feeling pain and my arms no effort, what a sux.

Yesterday was my silly sister's birthday, 24/10/2011. Heres some photos to see.

Its chocolate ice cream cake. Woots but I prefer Secret Recipe more as my birthday cake.

Well, Happy birthday my dearest sister. Although you are stingy sometime, but I understand that my heart still love you and care you, just I dont know how to show it out. Wish you happy everyday and less your crying because you gona grow up my girl! =)

Mama bought me a new phone, White color Samsung Corby II, thankyou mama I love you.

Oh yeah flash the ghost in da dark, hollleeeyyyy shittt!

Brings up some lomoart too. Bahahaaa what wrong with mey!

Hellooooo my cutie cousin sista! Awww *pinch your cheek* She was just happy around although not her birthday last night.

Oh boy he fall asick and he looked pale! Am we look alike? AHAHAHA he quite fat, if he turns thin abit he will be looks like JJ Lin. WOW

Lastly its me! With hot pinks nails and Im lovin it.

Well, happy deepavali to all my indian friends!

1 Week of holidays

2011-10-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

Dingdongdingdong.

Oh yeah hi folks Im back. Back from the hell that every students owned, where is it? Exam lar of course. Tuttttttttttttt my arse as this week being so up and down condition like playing roller coaster ~~woohooo!~~ Why am I say like that? Its because History-->Moral-->Addmath-->Physic-->Biology. Come on I already middle fingers up. t(-.-t) All of this five subjects of the papers Im sure I would fail.

Let's see how the processes when we studying.

History- WhatDaFarkGod is Kerajaan Bani Umaiyah? I don't understand why we should study those things as never useful in the future.

Moral- Come on the definition of Kepercayaan Kepada Tuhan I cannot memorise well also. Nevermind, the worst the marks the bermoral Im.

Addmath- It is everybodys hate. Everybody middle fingers ON.

Physic- "Everyday I Pascal-ing.", my boyfriend sang this to me. *Laugh out loud*

Biology- Its a very annoying subject as it should memorise alot. ALOT! Fuck the paper up if it owns a hold and I own a penis.

How annoying the exam, it even brought up some suprise such as Ex-year Bm and BI teacher went in our class during exams. Well Bm teacher is a racist but now we are already Form4 so you seems already shut your mouth up. *Shuted your mouth with PMR result paper since last year* But the another one, BI teacher is just still that annoying, still that undescribtable. "You all are capable in Science3!" Hello teacher what you mean by this?! Whats the difference be at Science 3 and Science 2? We are all humans, we are same. And my name is WeiJin, not MunGhee. Yes I already be a prefect, you seems too late to know this. Well, thank you for your understanding that we hate and angry you.

Come on 1 week of holidays, happy deepavalli to my indian friends. NanUneiKhadaLiKilin. (I love you) Ahahhahaaa.

And I had draw my nails into Hot pink nail polish. Lovely.

虽然我不是AJK

2011-10-11T00:07:00.000-07:00

是很久没有回来一下这里了，这几天都好忙啊，滩在那边——（永远都是最强大的对白）然后明天就考试了，怎么办？什么怎么办，现在还不是在面子书上，讨厌的我。

昨天和朋友在图书馆内聊聊天，也聊到的叙别会的事情。小钊你甚至被老师骂，可是你都没告诉我，不想我担心，对吧？对啊我知道，知道你为了叙别会都很忙呢。只有那些不珍惜叙别会的才不知道所谓AJK的努力以及忙碌，不能好好的睡一觉，前一晚都还在紧张。就连我自己也很想玩叙别会的游戏，谁在痛骂谁在不珍惜。=(

这是我的感言。虽然我不是AJK的其中一位，叙别会的事情也和我没任何情侣关系，可是关小钊的事情，我是多多少少都会知道一点点关于节目组的策划，包括一些游戏。我不干涉，而我会体谅他的忙碌。坦白说我很想玩那些游戏（就是贪玩），游戏实在太吸引啦，团结精神啊勇气啊毅力啊（我太想念毅力作文了吧？），况且叙别会看起来像生活营也没什么不好啊，和朋友一起玩乐的回忆，谁不想拥有。只是当我听见朋友说的一些话，还有一些部落上的一些话儿，我还是没有忘记补上自己的那一句 “成熟不是以岁数来衡量。” 与其为人家扮演着成熟让别人去认同自己，为何不为自己而扮演着自己先让自己认同自己。每个人的心里都住着一个天真的自己，谁不爱玩，谁不想和朋友有着最纯真的回忆，与其记得为朋友流过泪，不如记得和朋友一起笑得多灿烂的时光，翻着一张一张的傻婆傻佬笑脸就快烂掉的照片，笑着流泪。

我看着一句一句的那些话，特别那两句Highlight的红彤彤的句子，然后再到下一个新帖子的乐观看法，脑袋里的也许什么什么，又也许什么什么，其实不再需要什么也许。因为所有人都努力过，忙过（是，我虽然是旁观者，看他们做这个那个，也看得好疲累哎）。再看着那些照片，没有人愁眉苦脸的嘴脸，笑容过后，还是笑容。

所以叙别会结束后，我都感觉很高兴还甚至撒花，小钊不需要再这么忙啦。=)

哭哭啼啼，不够热血。热血的是为朋友多用力的笑过。

才是最热血的回忆。

I love you

2011-10-05T22:14:00.000-07:00

I thought I'm strong ever. I thought I can act nothing to this. I thought I won't cry for this. I thought its just a night mare for me. All of my thought, and you told me not to thinking too much. And I denied my sense, believing what you said Im just thinking too much.

Those minutes where I'm alone, just my pillow and I. I think a lot of on the bed. I was feeling afraid till my tears drops and I was feeling alone. The room is so silent and I'm living in the dark. Everytime my mind is being so loud, screaming "I care about you!" but you never heard it. I can't fall asleep. Theres no one beside me. The split second before sleep is the most active second to think too much.

Since when you never write a blog post for me? Since you never use the blogger anymore? Since something had changed in this road? Since Steve Jobs died? Since my heart beat stops? =(

SINCE WHEN?!

I'm blaming myself. I'm a stupid. I'm hurting myself. I'm a failure. I'm a sux. I'm just a nothing.

What I still clearly get know is, I love you.<3

这些天快考试了

2011-10-03T01:52:00.000-07:00

那一天哪实在糟糕，鼻子来个大姨妈半个小时，啊叻还好不是半天，不然我要把卫生棉给贴在鼻子上（啊不要恶可以吗。）竟然还有朋友叫我去看医生，啊啊这可夸张了点吧？不了，还是用‘卫生棉’比较好。啊叻不是啦，老爸老妈叫我用水拍拍额头（不懂什么不是很神奇的方法。）阿麽隔天就煲一个止鼻血的凉水给我喝了。

作文一直一直都还没写起一个字，既上次的什么名师出高徒，现在又严师出高徒（我一直觉得你在说着你自己也，严师——），下一个又是什么？是朋友状态上的淫师出高徒吗？啊哈，这小祯倒超认同了（点头点头）。

小狼：“作文做了吗?”

我：“还没有啊。”

小狼：“呃呃，我还以为你有做呃。”

我：“没有啦，这几天不得空啊，滩在那边——”

赢了咯好强大吧，呵。你问我要表达的是什么？就是那种矛盾对白噜。今天啊和挚友示范了呢（超三八）这小狼竟然可以说着不好玩不好玩但手里好扯着我的马尾晃啊。呵呵呵，当然还有‘别人’的例子噜，比如说有人咬了一口食物说着好油好油但接着又继续吃几口。最hold场面的还是‘别人’抱着冷衣说着好热啊好热啊 -.- 给力给力。

既九把刀的小说，就是九把刀的电影了。《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，还没看的当然先看书，再看即将上映的电影就感动100分啦（笑。）11月20日我等你。看了Mv，校衣上的蓝色墨水，座位前座位后，热血的一场拳击比赛，黑板上的数学方式，汗水泪水，我真的快哭了。呵呵，主题曲简直就像故事那样超热血，我虽然没有让你像他追了八年，虽然只走了两年，其实也很热血。=) 接下来当然还是大力推荐《这些年，二哥哥很想你》，不要看名字就以为这是什么姐弟恋故事，这样我会说你好屎。始终还是没有忘记那个晚上哭哭啼啼的样子。

【那些年】曲木村充利 / 詞九把刀 / 演唱胡夏

又回到最初的起點
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

（撒花）你终于忙完叙别会了呢，终于有时间陪着我叻。我不该抱怨的，对不起。还记得你对我说着那句话，我不敢再抱怨什么，让你忙完先吧。=)

座位前摆着的那面镜子，你就是好爱美。头发可以处理个半小时，最漂亮的那一面让所以人看着。咬着我的手指，我不怕痛，但在我最痛的那一刻你会停着。

You are my everything. My everything is you.

听朋友说着那一年甚至有人对我的恋情而下赌注，没有生气，反而觉得可爱了。不相信这么惊喜的事情也就算了，但还下着赌注？一个月两个月三个月？讲得我那么那么的不认真？你错了，我有认真，没有人看得见。现在可超过两年了，谁还记得当年设下的赌注？=)

那些年，你们设下的赌注。=)
我不知道，我只顾我的幸福，却是让你们跌破眼镜的赌注。
没有人赢，只有我。没有人输，因为没有人记得。<3

不要比了

2011-09-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

终于的终于我期待的宴会也过了哎，是真的好久没有喝喜酒然后的期待嘛。

我真的感觉很什么呃，我不懂是什么，不过就是感觉很什么。走吧，不要再比较了，你和任何人比都赢透了，又何必委屈自己和我比，很明显我样样输你，我也没有很想赢你的意思，而你又有没有给我好下台的那一刻。当然，我也只不过讲出我最重的数字而已，而我最轻的数字其实也还是和你一样，不要感到光荣。=)

还有就是假期里举办的聚会呃呃。你又是什么眼神，我知道我知道。可是你不懂，你不懂我和爸妈见面时间多少，你不懂开口可多艰难，

They never know, we are feeling so afraid.

还是好靠

2011-09-21T00:49:00.000-07:00

越来越多靠北的事情，今天才星期三啊，星期一就先来个为难我的事情。

星期一，谁周会前不期盼在下雨，甚至我们整堆蓝衣的都躲在台后呼唤着雨来。就真的开始国歌洲歌校歌PPDa歌，讲话的有，插腰的有，跟朋友一起面对面的哈啦的也有。再来就是像就快暴风雨那样的天气，就好像前世没看过云像电视剧飘那么快的眼光，死盯着云。

已经是超有礼貌还带微笑对你说话了你还想怎样，试问你对着一个陌生人你微笑得出吗，也虽然我微笑比较僵硬，可是我尽力了啊，我那一刻有很串的话我从四楼跳下来好了。况且也不是在说你，是你朋友，你朋友也听了啊。你是什么？挨义气的角色啊？也更不要说你前面那一堆，“不要讲人家，先讲讲你自己。”，听到了厚？我也hold住场面了，谢谢。

谁了解一个学长的心情啊，靠北。

再来的今天，又是你。啊叻，你是很久很久没出现在我部落格了，而我也很不想很不想的写下你。可是你就是那样，我也没有说很激动很生气还是怎样，我根本不喜欢用一大堆的感叹号。我们没有错，你chi什么bai，不要骂chibai，没有chibai你现在也不会站在这里对我们骂着chibai。

我没有生气，我真的没有。我只是真的看不起。

The strong girl

2011-09-16T21:21:00.000-07:00

Have a long time never have a post. I do miss my bloggy everytime but I doesnt have things to write by sometime. As last night does a friday night, woots we are all having night life on Facebook but not party. As today I woke up on 10am more. Buahaha theres alot of saliva on my pillow I think so.

Last night had a chat with her.

She's a strong girl. She do looks more stronger than anyone. She knows hiding her weakness very well. But sometime she will be at the most weak position if she face problem and missed position or direction. She do everything to others but no one appreciate, no one take her in heart. What she get? She get nothing or even never get a trust. Girl, sometime something could see by eyes and feel by heart. Who dont know how you work so hard for? Who never feel sad you work and sweat like hell? Dont the teachers care about? No, we have eyes to see those peepos were just using you. You are just a small army, what you did and try the best, you are still a small army. Maybe you will say "you help to do the things you can help", but sometime you are not that super, you will be tired on this road as you keep walking. How's your feeling? Is that worth to do? Dont ever make yourself everytime in busy mood and take it as habit.

Girl, we are there, dont walk alone, we sad to see everything in our eyes.

That thursday had join the performance for celebration of Malaysia day. Woahhh I found the photos -.-

LOL, I found the photo, obviously could know which one is me la dei.

The TV3 just recording our sings. Woooo serious much!

Aww aww aww our teacher Pn Fazlinda's son, heee he is damn cute. "minum milo minum milo, MeiYing bring him go minum milo"

Phew I do feel very luckily as I had join the perfomance, if not I will be stand until mad and under the sunshine. Pity them.

End post.

中秋2011

2011-09-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

当自己每天每天每天把‘靠’还是‘干’挂在口中，生活就感觉越来越靠，好多事情都越来越靠的说。靠，就是很无厘头，就是很干，就是很不懂怎样形容的事情，天啊这一阵子就真的好多发生。

什么？面子书上写东西的有两种，一种是鸵鸟，一种是英雄，那么你口中出现的间谍也应该有两种的说，一种是鸵鸟蛋，一种是英雄的排泄物。为何如此说道呢？鸵鸟蛋我是你妈妈啊，你找我给你蛋壳看哦？排泄物啊排泄物我是你主人啊，你找我给我双眼看看你长相哦？

好嘛，或许就没有人明白我在说什么啊，没关系。=)

还有一天，再过多一天，就满800天了，或许你我都不常把这些放在心上，但是我们还有有一天过一天，很平淡，可是很可爱。当你开始和我面对同样的家庭问题，当你和我同样有着那种担心，我和你，都在慢慢变强，慢慢展现坚强的那一面。他们需要的，还是家人的陪伴，关怀与耐性，不能急，不能让他们感觉没有希望，我们俩能做到的，把自己的时间分给陪伴他们多一些，就足够了。没有毅力，不管他年轻时多强壮，他还是像小孩般的哭泣，所以我才说每个人心里都住着个小孩。加油，我们都可以。他们也都可以。

说实在，我感觉你的他们，也只有排斥排斥排斥，或许是我想得太多太多。可我真的不想给予太大的信任还是爱慕感，我会想起那时候我一直认为很好的那位大姐，就只是我的以为，就只是我的以字取人，我给她的印象评价太高，她的HD素质也太好，骗得了一个再天真不过的我，我就是不会忘记，从前有一个这样威胁我的障碍。当一切，我都已经开始小心。我只有你，可以信任。

中秋节也过了，就是不能陪你过那么一次，是感觉有些遗憾，但，不管多遥远还是多靠近的我们，我希望你还是很开心的过着。

昨夜的，中秋节快乐。

微笑下去=)

2011-09-11T06:07:00.000-07:00

还记得上个星期的验血东东吗？真的也给忘了，老妈才说要去拿报告。先放个几张照片吧，我真的不想留下遗憾，只想留下青春。（微笑）

来一张Polariod的眶: 我想，一直微笑下去，不管发生什么事情。

气色看起来还不错的我，心情也看起来还不错的我，只因为昨晚9点可昏睡过去直到今早的9点，12个小时我睡得好满足。今早的天气带冷冷的，让我不禁赖床多一下下呃呃。

在Clinic外，关门了呃，问一问员工，还真的不能看报告，医生也走了啊。

“... ...暂时不能拿报告，明天先好不好。”

“报告留在consultor那边，需要见医生... ...”

“... ...报告处于不normal，不怎么理想。”

我皱着眉头，彻彻底底的崩溃去了——

不提还好，我可以装得很若无其事，老爸老妈提起，其实有些表情已真的藏不下去了，真真实实的想10秒就流泪的感觉，好弱。

愿没事。

看肩上的骨子，喉间那儿的骨子，真的曝露出一种好有骨感。*咬紧唇边* *懊恼感*

手臂上的花儿，可要凋谢去了。

昨天真的无聊得透顶啦，抓起杯子这里涂那里涂的，就连老妈也忍不住抢过去说:几时买的。天啊N年前喝过的杯子啦哎哟。就画了大概牛牛，豹豹和斑斑的图案。是第一次，可是还是好喜欢的说啊。

1.点点连体裤

2.蝴蝶结发嚳

3.吉啼猫小包包

就这样出门啦。就是不会化妆。呵。

就是哭了。

2011-09-09T10:43:00.000-07:00

是啊，又是深夜里打部落了，好静，好静，只有外面那只狗吠声。我依旧依旧地撑着身子，肩膀再痛再沉重不过，身子状况也似乎要给病倒下去的感觉，对不起这时候一定让亲爱的你很担心，真的对不起。

第二次和你借的小说，离上一次，走廊的那一次，已足足过了两年，心中上山下海的两年。你说不能哭，不能哭不能哭结果哭得更厉害，至今还是没有解决的方针，或许倒立可以制止，不让眼睛往下流（残忍）。

10.27p.m. 看到失恋的那一部分，我开始不停哭，不停哭。从来没有看书看得那么激动，像小孩捧着本小说不停地哭，加上满满的鼻涕，就手上拿着一卷厕纸不停包不停包，床上的手帕也擦满了眼泪与鼻涕的结合液体，我看起来真的好欠扁。眼泪一直流一直流，好累。但依然还是撑着自己有着那样的毅力要把书本看完才满足。所以，这次的这本《这些年，二哥哥很想你》可是所以当中最快看完的一本，自己平时可肯定借超过两个星期才看完，这次一个星期都不到，就够了。

真的，真的只想用人头担保品质保证《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》和《这些年，二哥哥很想你》都好好好好好看啦。看我的眼泪鼻涕都这样流不好看才假（眼泪鼻涕要怎样流才算好看啊，啊不是啦！）

好啦，打着部落却总是很不专心的翻到面子书去看人家东西，有部落格link就按来看看，不是美女就是情侣，背景不是自己照片就是自己和男人照片，亲吻照才是重点。我和你没有一张亲吻的照片，是感觉很乾你娘，可是换个角度，也许没有这些刻意的制作，我们才有那种小小的自由。（我说服得到自己呃，感觉好秋啊。）

望一望小表子，796天了呃，还有4天就800啦。真快。真幸福。

希望爱情这段路由长跑变到马拉松。

晚安，世界。早安，床子。

话说，这可热血了。

2011-09-09T02:23:00.000-07:00

话说这可是第一次啊，继上次的热血版《宫心计》始终无法上演，然后呢就干脆上演一部那种冷门的无间道戏还是那种香港古划佬的戏，重点在于少对白，只用上行动眼神加一点气氛而已。这可不错啊让观众好离场，不必被逼坐在里头带着那种害怕到窒息的心脏，像有人用枪指着你的头那样，没错他的枪还收着随时会叫蓝衣的马子去拿过来久久用一下。

“坐旁边的同学把冷气关掉。” 我用力，潇洒地关。

耍什么玩意儿啊，闷挲那？

“关完所有的灯。”

又耍什么啊？省电还是玩游戏？我准备好玩游戏了！

“把书本收起来。” 就轻轻推到桌角算吧。

“把书本收进书包里。” 可以放学了？兴奋。但还是转身叽咕叽咕他的怪异起来。

“到外面去排队到BilikDisiplin去找纪律老师拿KadPenati写没有做功课，然后回家。” 停顿了一次，第二次终于进入状况了。

走就走。做法很潇洒，更不喜欢我们婆妈，但您老师前奏真的婆妈虚假了点。路上还是好多好多的婆妈停留在干嘛？打开，走进，根本没有一个老师。没有我的卡，是怎样？正常。只因为自己还是''新生''，所以没卡，啊叻人家煤炭山来的都有了怎么我还是没有。

算了吧早回家可才是件最兴奋彩烈的事情。（乾这是好热血的事情！）

果然可心情大好啊没有功课的日子，啊叻下个星期五又是假期，您老师可别很自信的计划要让我们这班小鬼子该死一下，呵呵呵呵，没着落噜。

中学时期白卡上不记个小过，哪算拥有过叛逆又热血的青春。况且一大班的麻吉们这么热血的做出这样的事情，卡上还要是自己的字迹，就算过了好多年还是会记得的呢，嗯！（握紧拳头）

这时候如果还有照片留念，就赞死它的热血了。

青春，热血得自己也怕啊。

Bull thingy

2011-09-09T01:05:00.000-07:00

I have a long time never blogging. *Blow my dashboard* *Cough cough*

Its full of dust. Its after holidays and we got the exam paper. Its still a bullshit marks but Im suprised my that STUPID HISTORY get 68%, ahahaha what a fucking highest marks I get this long before.

分数，只是过眼云烟。吸引你去追求越高尚的它，驱赶你到少过40分的导火线，就只一直迷蒙着每个人那双眼，在乎不在乎，只在于那一颗内心，一次又一次高尚的分数，又在为了什么？如果一次的分数，就代表前途，那么更多人早已拥有前途，都不再追求去了，那么更多人都没拥过前途，难道还在盲目的寻觅？-Jin

I do post above this as my status as I really think that the marks are just a mist that will be dissapear in the air, whatever you get higher or lower and it doesnt mean thats your future, at just your heart keep and keep desire and fighting for the marks, your eyes been closing and your world left down marks this word this thingy.

Well well well lets see how my open school week and what had happened on me. *Puih*

First thing: Come on my exercise book. Well thingy you had make me feeling so fuck up for more than half day as I am a thingy who do really care my book. I felt dissapointed to hear a bad news that morning as I bring my happy mood and happy smile and two poneytails and go to your class to take my book for rushing to SirToh's table at the first minute but——you say you never bring. And then promised me will rescue me when his period, sorry I dont need any beast rescue beauty scene or prince rescue cinderella because I have a brain to think you would make it more worst if you said I BORROW you the book BACK HOME, dont it? As a very luckily theres no any story acting on the period like prince rescue cinderella with kiss and beast rescue beauty (It just looks like Im the beast more than a beauty) (I dont think so theres a story beast rescue beauty, it give me a feeling like beast kidnap beauty AHAHA) so, forget about it and I dont decide to borrow or lend something to you anymore. A bad and suffer image.

Second thing: A veru frustrated thingy as people come and think you will help them jaga kelas because you the student@prefect of the class SHE jaga. Whathehell its just a brainless thingy will think like that and talk like that to ~~you,~~ me.

不要问我"Can I no need to go and jaga your class, because saya ingat your class got pengawas, and can you help to jaga?" 我已经带不爽的说了一句"Whatever you want, I dont know. Go and ask KetuaKelas" 结果她就很‘潇洒’的真的没来。小钊可叫我比她中指，哎唷这小瓜。-Jin

真的不要很以为的对我说以为我班有学长（就是蓝衣兼4Sci2班学生的本人）然后又以为我会很好心帮你JagaKelas然后你就不用JagaKeleas那样的名副其实。是，我是很闲，是因为5Sci1的哥哥姐姐们要读书难道就封着人家班哦？所以Ketua也说管中五的可以不用JagaKelas啊。当然也不要在那边Blame人家不来tugas，你不给和你一起的是中五的吗？咳咳不用啃书啊。如果每个人都以为来以为去那班会有一个是蓝衣的学生会‘顺便’帮你管班，那KetuaKelas编排来干嘛，去你的。-Jin

Sorry auntie to say you like this because you are whathehell prefect I do never seen before. Let me to praise you as:WOW, you are damn pro. Dont even blame other that jaga the class with you didnt come and tugas please, maybe they are form5? No need study arh?! *Puih* And the next day you really do throw the works on me and skipped everything.Sorry I wont do the work because thats not my work. Dont think you are teacher's daughter then you can do everything else, sorry its not.

Oh yea I hide my front hair. *Evil laugh*

Go Offline.

Test blood

2011-09-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

心血来潮，啊不是，是老妈逼我的嘛
就这样把我逼到了生平中的第二次验血
就一直说服自己这一次啊可以很勇敢甚至盯着那个针筒
可是——
就因为太瘦小啦，连血管也难找，~~还说想自杀？就死不去嘛，下一世吧。~~
找到血管了但血管太小条（跪地——）
所以啊第一次的血才半支针筒都不到
（下一秒果然可以意识到要抽第二支——）
咳咳，第二只换了不同款针筒，还有一个小管子
结果——血还不是流得超慢，甚至塞在管子流不通
超痛的说，已经开始哭泣了
（和医生眼神对望，他娘的表情已表露出*还不够*的感觉）
再换一支婴儿用的针筒，又开始抽了
依然还是痛。
终于，够了。

Well I dont want to try anymore, Im in pain so much. *Sad*

Holiday post

2011-08-31T08:17:00.000-07:00

Snap yea, veewit! I like wear on white shirts. I have a head of messy brownish alot under sunlight hair. I have a special lips shape that according what my hubby said. I have a flat nose. I have a pair of small eyes. *Absolutely* Well, I self-love for awhile. Hmm I looks gorgeous and sexy face emotion in this photo, oh my fuck god the first time. Ahaha, how about the fucking far away from me da mature? Abit yea.

That day did hang out with friends to Suria KLCC for the book fair. Woots I do wont waste my money on the books because I still hold my money very tight. Honestly to tell, I have a long long long long long long time never go KLCC, so, ~~I forgot how its looks like.~~ Its corn shape I still remember la but I forgot how the Suria KLCC inside looks like. Branded branded thingy make me full of energy that day.

Chanel LV Prada Miumiu Gucci Burberry Mulberry, well its enough alot. AHAHA. Fucking I pass by LV for up to 10 times but I dont dare to walk in. =( and the toilet FUCK YOUR MOTHER need pay rm2 got gold inside meh? Nevermind I go other floors no need pay, just the full of branded floor need to pay what the hell?

Well, Im suddenly feel like Im ugly betty. Go offline. Goodnight pretty.

Your pretty hat and my smile. <3

I choose to smile.

And, Happy 54th Merdeka Day!

看破红尘

2011-08-27T08:09:00.000-07:00

当一个再坚强的人，也有痛心流泪的时候

他没有能力再坚强下去，我们只有扶持，他也只有依靠

幕后的一件纠纷当发生到高潮，谁不为自己的利益像姚金鈴那样的狠毒，谁又不为自己的正义像刘三好那样默默的忍受

到了一个阶段，自然看透人心，真面目

谁不把自己放在最高点，谁不争个你死我活，谁还在重视那一份亲情

有钱，有势，说的话又多带刺？

你买到物质，你驱赶他到寿命边缘，有钱又怎样，你买不到命运

孝心，更不是以物质来表示

最后一分钟才来扑心扑命，谁会记得，你的那份心意。

A midnight mood.

2011-08-26T10:44:00.000-07:00

Its already 1.05am, Im still winking my eyes and cannot fall asleep. I have Tv, but I dont have any snacks. Its just same like I watch movie, but I dont have popcorn. Pity man. I keep searching around my home but it showed me sux. Nothing delicious to eat. No snacks, no drinks, no my especially food at midnight -HOT CUP. Its just have some packets of mee that I need to cook by myself. Fine I surrender, I cooked Cintan Curry Mee to far away from hungry. Cintan Curry Mee should be add-on an egg, perfect match yea. =D *Slurp* Im full now and its delicious.

Owh it had passed 12.00am, finally HOLIDAY! Pretty I can sleep until late tomorrow morning. Lovely.

Luckily tomorrow is holiday so I dont need to wake up so early in the morning. Its really feeling so fuck up when your stupid phone alarm rang a big loud "Marry You" by Bruno Mars to wake you up, block your sweet dreams, ~~and marry Bruno Mars.~~ and automatic force you to brush teeth.

Throw all the nonsense away, its holiday. Owh what my plans for holidays? Its nothing to do at home, boring activities could be sitting on a sofa and holding a newspaper, keep stare at the newspaper fuyoh my most pro action! As suddenly wanna say, I have a long time didnt have a dessert like cakes or cookies or drinks.

Its very Oreo-lish and make me remember the day I and my best fellow having a morning HIGH TEA at Secret Recipe. The cakes of Secret Recipe are always delicious and sweet dont you think so? But I can honestly to tell you here, the company of Secret Recipe buy the ingredients that almost expired to bake the cakes that you EAT. Its fucking when I heard this.

A cup of Cappuccino, I ordered it too by that day at Secret Recipe. *Laugh* Bitter much and I add alot of sugar, I think I got diabetes now. *Serious* Because I like the sweet things so much! Candies or what or what, *Slap myself* I gonna have a body check as soon as possible to make sure I got diabetes or not. )=

Yes my pretty and cutie, you always make me smile. I dont even smile but you just like open my mouth or 'clawed' my mouth to be smile at you. Ahaha. Well pretty, dont always hide your bad feelings, share with me, cry to me, to make you feel better if you want. You are not as long as that strong, as long as feeling nothing, only your heart know your feelings. Everybody's heart live a child, thats yourself. Sometime a strong man still would crying like a child when he is weak, when he losed position and direction to go. After a cry, who never wipe his/her tears? =D Share with me, I will always beside you.

Because, I love you.

Good Night.

Likeeee

2011-08-25T04:35:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah exam left one day to count down. I thought it will be taking so long and so slow but its quite fast! Pretty yea tomorrow is Friday already, after Friday then no more Monday blues because thats HOLIDAY! *Scream* Owh just 1 week of holiday. Where to date?!! Monday go for the Book Fair that held at KLCC? Not sure going or not going. So if going I will be follow HowYin's car to go KLCC there because no one to fetch me to school. =(

Money money money I damn need money. Wanna buy lots of things I want. Cosmetics, Clothes, Accessories, Wallet, Baggy, Shoes. Aww yea Im really 100% girl. Parents dont know I feeling afraid to take money from them. Now my wallet left 50 or 60 for me to live. Am dont dare to buy anything because I scare the money leave me, I cannot OWN it. Well, starbucks coffee, how long havent drink yet? Forget about it. Better save my money. *Guai*

Come on, let's go for POLKA.

Don't it gorgeous? I like it.

Oh yea, Paris vs New York City. Both I like it. Be a FrenchMui or NewYorkChic? =D

Wondering when to get camera. Hell I wanna have a wall of Polariod but mummy dont let to buy a polariod camera! I wanna my room be like this. (below)

Holy shit pretty wall. PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Snap with me if you willing. Am always grateful and appreciate to have a you as a visitor in my life. Memory and note you all on the wall. C'est La Vie. This is life. But all I need is a camera first. *Kacha!*

End post.

Ogos Exam, am still blur.

2011-08-22T04:33:00.000-07:00

I far from everything. I kept a distance from everything. I even cant enjoy a dinner well too with my family, my parent who I can meet for once time or two times per one day.

Yesterday was Sunday, the early in the morning I woke up from bed, and I thinking what day was yesterday.
"Oh sunday."
"What?! Sunday?!"
"Tomorow? Monday."
"Monday?! EXAM!"
Then I sitting on my bed, and open the History textbook. And I stare at my textbook. Madinah Makkah Nabi Hijrah Kepentingan Piagam Midinah Perjanjian Aqabah 1,2.and others bullshit bla bla thingy *I faint on bed* Dei I never fall in love in History lar and my heart and my souls run away another place when Im trying to date with Mr.History.

Well, after a night eating 2 bungkus Asam Laksa while reading history, I... didnt get anything actually. Congratulations JIN! =( Today, I still cannot concentrate study this thingy at school. Keep walking around the canteen, no mood to study, no mood to tugas at all.

Mother actually keep forcing STUDY STUDY STUDY, wtfuck you so clever you come study la. =( Mummy, please. After exam only can go for shopping? Rawr I cant wait for it. MOVIE!

End post.

Mad.

2011-08-19T01:30:00.000-07:00

I missed a tuition.
What the reason? May I say "Mental Problem"?

Woke up from sleeping and thinked so much. I sat on my bed and started to throw the things. I used up all my effort to throw that. I scolded bad words. I felt suffering. I covered my ears. I hugged my head. I sat at the corner of my room. And, I cried.

After a cry, back to being strong.

___________________________________________________________________________________

Home sweet home, I thought its home sweet home. When I reached my home, I felt nice.

But I felt bad after heard some words, from you, FROM YOU! Want to screw my mother, go and screw, remember she is your mother too.

You the so call family members? Tuttt my arsee more better.

And classmate, whats your problem? *Push* Tuition, I already dont care about it. Better let knowledge going worse and worst. At least I still owning a brain. Study is important? I dont wonder because I cant see my future.

Off9.

Don I remember?

2011-08-15T01:40:00.000-07:00

Remember the days?
Remember the memories?

Jars of, never would forget.

I had my thinking I had my feeling, yes I could think and I could feel since secondary school. I even already forget how my thinking when I was in primary school. I think Im late mature abit.

The worst ever happened, I did to drunk myself at resort by long time ago, I did to sleep well and tight a whole night with no too much of think. Drunk for a night? So what? I couldnt forget the things, I still have to face what had happened by the next day. Am still remember I siting on the chair, am staring at the sea and the sky. Seems thinking something but nothing. I even cannot relax myself well.

See myself, weak like hell. Mood worst much. Am actually care and worry for my healthy too, but what to do? Am having two heavy shoulders and Im scare I would get stroke or heart attack or what by one day. What to do? Consult doctor? Body check up? Dont even know.

I still remember I can be strong. Stronger and stronger if I willing to be. I dont wanna bully by others, hurted by others. Life, change prettier please. Am praying.

I heard a story today. It proved that we really cannot judge a person by its cover, they maybe experienced more alot than you. Their life maybe more sux than you. Well, still need to appreciate for you life, always.

C'est La Vie.

Pretty Friday

2011-08-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

Hello Im coming. Well a pretty smile to snap down at school yesterday morning. I got a light 'hole' on my right cheek yea. Tie up hair looks mature abit I think so. Button didnt.... (wthell prefect) Always have a pair of small eyes WTF.

Owh this is my bf. Hellooo best friend lar okay. AHAHA. Well she always the one who I call she to snap with. Yesterday morning she was still in blur condition but already been forced by me to take photo yea. Snap yea. Thats my reason I want buy a camera, I like to snap. Owh SeatPing you standed behind and scratching what? =P

~~See Im so hardworking okay!~~ Wtf, No la was just acting and take a photo for Moral Folio. Well, the two outside the door stared at the lens too. AHAHAHA. One is CarrHui and the other one is Murugayi. Woots kacau. =P

Well I felt so fuck up, so damn moody, so down, so sad and so dont know how to describe my feelings. AHHHHHHHHH why dont I watch the tv everyday! Just Yester And Yesterday (the LAST day) I saw the advertisement on tv. And I decide to eat Happy Meal by today but I failed. Motherfucker today 12th sia!!! Mamamiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I want you badly my RED KITTY HEAD =(

Well well well, tomorrow I hope I can go MCD and I hope I can get the first one watch from there. Am still lying to myself theres still alot of stocks. )= Or I break the McDonald Uncle that standing there days and nights to get the RED KITTY HEAD. If greedy then take away all the things. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. *greedy*

Hang out today to The Curve, the Daiso Shop. I felt very happy because I bought lot of goods. Comestics.. Candys.. All from Japan. Heeeeeeeeeeeeee. And I bought a thingy for you too my hubby! I hope it will be usefull to you. Monday give you yea. <3

Wallet wallet I still need a wallet please.

Family problem. I felt the pressure badly. Screw all of that, I far away from this kind of thingy, I hide in my room, I lyed on the bed, I hug my pillow, I fall my tears down. FML FML FML, yes fuck my life.

This picture grabbed from friend's blog. I agreed the sentences so much.

I have been strong too long. I cried, I felt Im useful. I couldnt help any for everything happened. What can I do? Stay seriously as a student? No, I had already can throw away my books. I felt sick for everything.

Good night, a saturday end again.

Envy

2011-08-11T04:59:00.000-07:00

Type type type.

Owh sorry for not concentrate here because I had addicted to the bagssssssss, woots prada chanel burberry kate spade miu miu (exam also no so PRO), its hurted when I looked at the price. Am sad that why my daddy not a richer, am sad that why I cannot shopping madly like those richer. Feeling so fuck up, who can sponsor me please.

And feeling so fuck up too why everybody change their phone. LG, Samsung, and SAMSUNG GALAXY S II also got. Yes I envy because she owned a BIG SCREEN phone, nevermind next time I bring a more big like LCD screen go out, am I crazy?Ahaha. Well, I understand, peepo's mother at other country no time to communicate with daughter, mother can only buy something for her children. Anyway I should understand Im in a happiness family with daddy and mummy always stay together with me too. Okay appreciate. =)

*Right now*

What the fucking happiness family? Sorry, NO. Am just having a bother mother say wanna cut streamyx line cut astro CUT LAR CUT ME ALSO, CUT LAR CUT YOUR HUSBAND'S ONE ALSO. Why the mothers all like this, always take something to threaten their children, sorry, Zoe's mummy is different, new fashion minded, I like it so much, envy yea. Screw you, One day and one day again, sorry you too love and care your son, dont even beat your son. Well well, you are so eccentic.

*Finished dinner*

Shout me for eat dinner, for what? Shouting to your son and daughter, dont you think its useful?

Sorry.

Exam exam exam! Scream. Although its 22th lar. WTF although, so fast reach lar okay!
Books books books, am I gonna open it? Lazy.

Woots this my dream wardrobe. I wanna have a big big wardrode, put my things neatly and well.Run out from my messy life. Envy so much the above wardrobe. DUDE!

End.

One more a pica.One more a piece of memory.

2011-08-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

We have a long time never have a snap together. Am I miss it? Yes I miss it so much. Everyday Im hoping to get the camera as fast as soon.

Sorry for everything I felt sad to, felt angry to, am sorry to you my dear. Because I always get envy or jealous as other couples can do some normal thingys but we cant. Well I already feel normal to it, but sometime still will feel like... Undescrible.

Since the midyear I started to wear the couple uniform with you, its looks lovely much. Your handsome hair, your gorgeous eyes, your black frame spec, your biggy nose, your reddy lips, your 'apple', your brown color skin, and your Dirty TIE. =P Sorry I cannot take my eyes off to you. You are the one special in my mind. The sweetie pie I eat everyday.

As we have a long run in this road, never lie to say Yes sometime we feel tired. As we can handle, we still can hold on. Someone said: Nothing could be forever. Yes I dont really want to say FOREVER this word anymore because I know, I understand nothing could be forever, but, he brought alots of happiness to me.

8/8/2011, the picture we took. Its lovely.

And the 764days we walked.

*With a song HOLD MY HANDS*

Touching ever.

Miss you

2011-08-06T21:21:00.000-07:00

Seems I like to lye on something, if a guy beside me now will be more nice to lye on.

Lying on sofa hours by hours passed. Lying on bed everyday and just waste the time. Brain stucked at somewhere, breathe stopped at somewhere, only the heart popping there for you, dude I miss you badly. Come on, 8pm, 9pm, 10pm, 10.27pm, 11pm, 12am, 12.30am, 12.50am, 12.57am, sorry dude I gave up, full of worries, who knows? I lying on my bed, force myself to fall asleep but I couldnt. Yea because of worries. The night dark, the dogs barking like hell drive my tears dropped. Wave off my tears, and continue sleep, I miss you.

Sometime a missing could be very sweet. But sometime it feeling worst ever when missing a guy while you have nothing to do and keep looking at the phone, the minutes, the hours, the time. Miss you is an activity.

Owh gonna go out. Hospital again, what my life?

Calling Mr potato

2011-08-05T07:55:00.000-07:00

Its time to blog but I dont know what to blog actually.

Woots Am I looks like the Mister Potato. I have a long time never grab you my snacks! Buahahahahaha tomorrow go Tesco to grab you. Calling Mr Potato!!!! Where are you!!!! (who potato's wife? tomato arh?AHAHA they sounds alike) Hmmm I looks handsome after I add-on the beard. =P

Am boring until playing the Psykopaint. Woots lots of those simbols, seems Im spreading my Dirty Words. Ahaha. It suits me much as Im a guy full of troubles or worries. Fuck man.

I wanna find Pn Mai already. Its unfair unfair unfair unfair unfair! *ROAR* Nothing is fair in school. *Spitting* I already felt dissapointed to this school, this world. Pn Mai, Im going to come and find you soon. Screw. If you cannot answer my question well then I ~~throw you SMELLY CHICKEN EGGS.~~

Hell check gigi again! ~~Mother fucker dentists~~, why every year I also KENA. I think this year kena cuci gigi again, I felt scare to dentist already! *Scream* Lying on the chair, open my mouth, AR... AR...AR... Wtf the dentist said something numbers numbers that I cant understand. Want buy toto go buy lar. EEEE! Hate.

Woots somemore few days ago the Form3 students had their injection. Woots I thinked back my form3 life the B.U.S keep shouting so pain arh..so pain arh..who tell me not pain at all da.. LOL Like this also wanna blame peepos arh? According to your own, scare until shout over here and there then sure pain lar having injection. I the skinny why havent shout out the painness? -.-

End post. Good Friday Night. =D

Dashboard

2011-08-04T06:35:00.000-07:00

He gave me his password and I had sign in his bloggy. Why my dashboard and his dashboard can be so different? He upgraded his dashboard already? Ops I open my eyes and look clearly, Draft.blogger.com. Woots so nice. Now Im enjoying blogging very much.

Last night mad for the Moral Folio, finally I done it at school today, phew... How about tonight? ~~Fucking Sir Toh's~~ chinese homework how to do? Im still searching for the thingy now. Mamamiaaaa homework is such things I hate to do.

I still ignoring my life, my activities, the things needed to do. How I try to escape or wanna skip the secondary school life but I still cannot leave the main point. As everyone say, this is what a must to be experience in your life. Secondary school life, never can be skip, it increases your memories, jars of sweet or bitter memories. Whatever I ignore, I dont willing, I still can be staying at the main point only.

Life is sucks. And yes, I always complaint about my life.

C'est La Vie.

2011-08-03T00:34:00.000-07:00

5.28am Woots I woke up with a very unwilling mood. Forced myself to wake up from the bed and go brush my teeth.

Erm.. Ehermm.. Ehermherm...... Hallllooooo.... What happened to my voice? Testing and testing, sux voice, ehemm.. I was having a sore throat this morning. Owh so sad. )=

Back to my room, viewed my phone for what time? Eh? A message. Who so early sms me? Ops Gary fall sick. What a bad news for me. Well Im sure the day will be boring. Take care babe dude and fast recover soon. I miss you badly and worried you badly in school. Mamamiaaa gonna scream out.

Account class you are not beside me, poor things. The friend sat infront me and talked alot about his feelings. Until now I still havent forget yet what he told and the words all saved in my mind. Never work for someone, only work for the things you want, work for your dreams. Yes I remembered this so much. He's a guy can control his life, can change his life, a very not easy guy. He always looks like a adult more than a guy that even born more late abit than me. He had let me to understand how his life, how he handle his life. He is.. erm I even dont know how to descibe the guy.

After he left, I thinked alot of by every second at school. Why I so stupid to enter the Badan Pengawas? Sorry Im not meaning I feel regret or what, didnt. Am I enter for the Sijil only? No I never think about Sijil before I enter the Badan Pengawas. And I work so hard for what? What I get from this? Its sux ever. A friend asked me when school end: Awak jadi pengawas nice tak? Sorry dude I had answered: No, its sux. My friend told theres nothing be fair in this world. You will get nothing at the max point if you work for others not for your own dreams. What I will get at the last? I dont know. Am I will suddenly wanna give up to be a prefect? I dont know. Who knows the end? Can I stop study? Whats my dream actually? How about my ambitions? Peepo talented can get Rm400 for 1 days only as salary but at school just work free for the teachers. He has his way to get money, how about me? Nothing talented. Nothing special. Sux voice. Ugly face. How to be? Where to work? How to get money? HOW? Such useless me.

I wanna change my life. I wanna handle my life, control my daily activities. How could I can? What could I do?

I decide to think deeply tonight.

Futureless

2011-08-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

Mother fucker god damn my life.

I felt futureless. What to do? I dont want to study. Its bullshit harder than everything. What cha things for me to do at school? Dating boyfriend and meeting Chit-chat friends. Yes thats all. Can I stop my study life please? School is always boring place to live, boring topic to hear.

A suddenly felt emo.

Peepos' video seems sweet. What I did to him before? Dude I dont know. Nevermind. I understand we not able to do something like others couple doings. But I knew we still can stay well without those. Those was just some decoration for a couple life. Stays good weather, stays healthy and happy everyday, all the way best.

The dogs bark scary outside there.

My mummy was scolding me outside there.

See, I never can enjoy much when sufting internet.

Fart, dude.

Snap snap snap

2011-07-30T21:50:00.000-07:00

Woots snap snap snap. I have a long time never have a pretty snap. Am I have a mature face? Obviously no. I described myself by using some words like Skinny, Chubby and Ugly. Hell yea never would walk out from cutie. But I looks more and more older. *Sigh* My normal eyes since I was a child had gone. A friend told me from far "Wei Jin your eyes in yellow colors!" Fark you and sorry dude. Yes my eyes are ugly but I havent blind yet. I hope I can have a operation and change my eyes.

*Bite* kraaappppeeee.. An apple a day, keep the doctors away. But I would become more and more skinny if I eat an apple for my breakfast everyday. Scary dude! Hmmm I think its useful for those who wanna keep fit, you can try it. But for me, mamamiaaaa I would faint after I looking into the mirrors.

Yesterday period pain made me shout here and there. Rawr I was so scary. Rolling on the bed and shouting here and there. All I need is you, my lovely.

I always dont know what my expressions. :P

But I love myself. :日

我只想简单

2011-07-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

早已扯下领带，这次还把上衣扯出

是，迈向校门的步伐渐渐加速，习惯了，总是那么急促

一旦到了校园外，蓝衣，只不过就是一件普通的蓝衣而已

只想松弛自己，在校外我不是学长，就这样简单

而校外的纪律，是under国家的，拉下衣服，没有罪名。

而校内穿在身上的不只蓝衣这么简单，是一种蓝色的责任与负担

心情很提不起劲，又是华语节，又是赏析

赏个屁我不会欣赏作文，让我好有想放弃华语的感觉

是我想得太多太多了，还是真的有太多太多让我去想？

好想掏空我的脑袋，好好的睡一睡

好想就这样放慢我的脚步，平静我的生活，调慢我的时间

总是可以知道自己会好早死，看自己健康就懂

好茫然，好茫然...

谁知道一个活到16岁所经历的一切

或许不拿更可怜的别人来比较的话

简直超乎了普通一个16岁的自我

才16，还想怎样？我的命运。

就算穷到只剩下一粒米，我也要和你一人咬一半。

呵。

Poor life

2011-07-28T04:57:00.000-07:00

Fark my life, like an arse. Kiss my life, like a dick.

Why I say like that? Because I love my life and I hate my life too.

How come? Yes life got the ups and downs but I hate the downs sorry my life.

Woots I love my life because I have a nice relationship, a couple life. I feel like full of happiness to have a boyfriend. And to do what the fuck things I can do with him. Even boring. (Boring a activity too.) Talking nonsense, doing nonsense, OH i made Fuseng's jealous today. And some friends, a little bit nia nia not much as Gary's friends alot like whole world. For me, friends for chicky-chit-chat and for care. Who real friends who fake friends I think I can know. Truely fake friends are less lar then. Friends for caring, not what the fuck you think like you can even blame or kick or force or punch here and there or limit her/him to do anything. Not what the fuck you think like you must own a friend and dont share him/her with others. A caring no need to tell out by the sexy lips but to feel it by your pinky heart.

Wthehell I hate my life because I have lots of bother thingy between my family inside my WTF call sweet sixteenth. Now I own my brain and I got my personal thinking to any things in my life. The so call happy family seems not happy by this second. Family like wanna broken, like lack of something, ya a family member lying in hospital. Grandma fall down, somewhere get hurt. Lazy brother dont willing go tuition and makes family angry to him. Daddy and mummy seem tired much but they still hiding their tiredness. Sister as the most normal but still naughty. And a me full of emotion with a tired and heavy and pain body walking on the street, life is meaningless. Everytime feel like wanna end my life but I dont dare or want to leave down any sadness for the peepos especially my papa and mama, then after that is boyfriend and bestfriend. The downs when to get away from me? Where my perfect family and perfect life and a perfect Saturday and Sunday and everyday? Screw, screw! I dont dare to cry. I felt scare. Much.

Still got what? Yes my aunt, my aunt. Fark up brainless aunts all, all! You just thinking yourself feelings, how about others? How about my daddy and my mummy's feelings? Wanna a old woman with walking problem to care her husband at hospital, sleep at hospital at night? Screw you, she the wife, you the daughter, why dont you go? And the next one, dont think you are a rich woman then you can look down upon my mom. And somemore looks down upon my mom's children. Your children also not very good only, even more worst than us. You even dont know your children screw behind you with bad words, yes I heard before (helloooo primary school students only). You also the one never care peepos' feeling. You got your family day during Sunday why I have no? Why we need to go hospital for a whole day at the other side you are enjoying your family day? Why still need to blame we late going? Fuck up! All fuck up! Sux even. The one lying at hospital not your daddy? Daddy is everyone own, not only my daddy as my daddy the eldest son OKAY! Screw.

Sux life. Sux dudes. School also sux too. Just the boyfriend and friends the bestest ever in school. Ketua Pengawas changed, but its unfair, suppose to be Ganesh but not. Am a girl make friend with the teacher and chit-chat everyday in a room is better than a guy who walking around the school helping to do lots of things? Its so complicated in this system, tugas partner told me alot and teach me alot. Farking deaf peepos fine then, I talked gentle and softly you dont want, I shouted loudly to you then you act like a deaf, who to care a prefect's feeling?! Deaf bitchy somemore chinese girls. Pui throw chinese face only.

Calm down, open the newspaper to read. Cruel peepos 12-18years old girls wear sexy and abusing the animals VIDEO? Brainless they heartless arh? Screw.

Stop animal abuse.

God bless. My family, my animal, my life.

Blogger Contest:Night Out

2011-07-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone. Imma the first time to join Blogger Contest. Woots I need the prize very much so I should try my best yea.

Theres 5 themes to choose and I was wondering to choose which one. Hmmm Chanel show or red carpet event such as Oscars. Hmm its hard bit. And lastly I had choosed one of the five themes.

What would you wear...to a night out with your one favourite blogger?

Alright. My sweetie pies are you heading for a night out with your favourite bloggers? Owh wondering what to wear on too? Here is what I suggest girls to wear on during night out.

Black and white puffy dress makes you looks like an angel between your bloggers.
Dark blue V-shape dress matched with a belt makes you looks sexy at the beautiful night.
Black and Dark blue a nice match makes you sharp and become the only point under the spotlight.
Dark blue dress with a big red ribbon on it makes you looks cute and add on abit of sexyness.
Black color high heels or bit of shiny add-on were best choice makes you looks sexy and lady.
Pretty and simple purse holded on hand makes you looks cute.aww..
Miss Dior Cherie perfume spraying on your bodys makes you smells gorgeous.

Well if you think it is nice then support me please.

Come on dude, click the below words, give me a 'like' if you willing. Thankyou Babe.

Night out Looks | Fashiolista

And good luck for myself. Teeeheeeeeeeee..

Essay again?

2011-07-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

Okay I always prefer others brand except Gucci. But I dont know why my aunts all taking Gucci. Eeeee... Okay fine then. Look the bag above! Pinky Chanel Oh yeah cute much!

Alibaba, I wanna use the first wish that you gave me. I want alot of money. Fuuuu wish wish please come true. *Knock myself* *Wake up lar Jin*

Next, hey how my morning today? Sorry not very well. Tugas at class is boring and useless too. I still remembered a Form6 girl, she asked me that why dont I ask Maimunah about why they need to stand outside class before teacher come in. Sorry cutie sister I havent ask yet. Well, I would try to ask.

Hmm... Darling I think you need some punishment. Buahahaha because you did wrong D= ! Well dont worry my dear, I wont be too cruel to you yea. Sometime having some little fun with you is nice. Sometime looking into your eyes is sweet. Sometime staring at your shy face is cute. God lend us a chance to love, we should be grateful. <3

What? Essay again? Wtfark. 晋级版第九课《船的未来》，听课笔记。

Fark lar I didnt hear what the teacher say in class. 我妈妈的你妈妈的他妈妈的没有妈妈的啊..........

Sorry I simply talking.

Mamamiaaaaaa_________

Alibaba, prepare the second wish.

Jusco aww.

2011-07-23T02:31:00.000-07:00

Theres a scene in my mind and I never would forget his smile. He is my friend. Pass by my eyes with his girl friend in that lovely morning when Im tugas. I can see his relationship got some changes and improvement, nice. He walked behind her, like protect her. He smiles at me, a pairs of eyes and a pretty smile, I can see his happiness with his girl friend and he looks very satisfied for his life now. He always tell me time could answer. Yes he did it, I did it too. Grateful for everything the god giving me.

Sorry my dear, I grumble something small matter with you again. Sorry. Everytime I could feel my heart paining when I grumble with you. You the spice in my life. My life tasteless without you. I can see our relationship got improvement. This is because we try our best each other. Although we sometime would facing lacking thingy to chit-chat, until we talking nonsense to each other, but nevermind, I still could feel the sweetness hiding inside your words. But you always prove in actions more than words. Sweetie, I love you.

Owh I skipped the Pengawas Taklimat today. I feeling not very well. Bones pain whole night wtf. I was not sure my bones got patah or not. Eeeeee sigh. Mummy brought me to Kepong Jusco. Woots I get something yea.

1. Hang Ten shirt in Grey

2. Eyes masks for get away eyes puffness

3. Haneplast with tiger, zebra, leopard and cow prints

4. Ze cleansing form

5. Strawberry lotion

Bought from Hang Ten and Watsons. I love you mummy.

Just finished having my dinner. Woah my favourite YongDao Fu. Deliciouss. Heeeee.

Off to have a mask. =)

Handbag

2011-07-22T01:27:00.000-07:00

This one looks nice. <3

Oh start with Kate Spade Bags, I just sufting on Reebonz. Im deciding to suggest daddy buy a handbag for mummy. Others like Burberry or Miu Miu or Prada are expensive much, all over thousand. I prefer Kate Spade because its OkOk cheap price. Heeee, daddy how long you didnt buy a bag for mummy? Or never buy a bag for mummy before? Handbag is important for a lady. Weeeeee buy it for mummy as birthday present? =) Owh Gary buy me please.

Well, today is YiNing's birthday but I have no chance to tell her my regards, because I didnt saw her at all a whole day today. Happy birthday girl.

Yesterday morning I fall down in the bathroom. (Eyes problem. Sleeping while walking to toilet.) Fucking its pain for me, my shoulder, waist and knee had get hurt. I still thinking need to consult doctor or not since the Oil Medi doesnt useful for me any. The 铁打酒 also useless. Isshhh I found out Im more and more old.

Prove? Yes I prove now.

See, my form2 fotos, fuuuyohhh damn young and I had a baby face. Now I became ugly and older. Sigh.

As I said, time could change everything.

HL's birthday

2011-07-20T03:34:00.001-07:00

Okay, first all of you smile with me, or laugh also can if you want because laugh can help keep-fit what. Heeeeeee, okay nice dude, a nice day for today. And OKOK condition for my eyes this few mornings.

Mamamia 1years had past, yes I always have a feeling to say time past so fast in my bloggy. Guys you still remembered the last year July we celebrated SengHong's birthday too? Well this year we celebrated HuiLing's birthday Fuuyoh. Ahaha I always mad than the one who birthday today, syok gilerr tapi tak tahu apa yang syok sangat.

Leong Garden Restaurant unavailable today so we changed our plan to Moms Restaurant. Okay skip all the process we celebrated HuiLing's birthday. Yes Moms Restaurant full of our friends all. Ehermm.. except some bastard,Ops sorry actually is HuiLing's friend from SmkTd2.

Okay I think I need to tell how my imagination by yesterday: As I thought we just few friends going together only, ana the bastard stranger will be bring 1 boyfriend and will be sit beside HuiLing I think so or just sit same table with all of us few 5 fingers counted kittens. And then a silent scene would appear in my brain because we are strange to this guy what, thats all. Finally what the heck in the real life, doesnt peaceful much and I felt sad to HuiLing too. Fuck up the Loh what what thingy doesnt bring boyfriend but bring girlfriend somemore 2 peepos. Fuyoh you tamaknya wanna show out what thingy? Handsome enough or gorgeous enough or wanna hurt my friend's heart GaoGaoLak? Next, at the began I thought he will sit oposite to HuiLing but not, he and his two bitchy sat other table. Hellooo other than say Hi to HuiLing, where your even half of Happy Birthday regards? Pui. Birthday song also havent sing then bring your two bitchy left? Pui.

Okay okay I calm down first, stranger sux ever. Last scolding sentences: You coming be Moms customer together with two bitchys or you coming celebrate birthday together with HuiLing one?

Sorry dude Im really felt not worth to HuiLing as she is my friend. Wish HuiLing was happy today and the days after today also. And also always in healthy! For me, its nothing more important than our health. Well others take care yourself too as somemore now under hot weather till gonna take off your shirts and jump into the ice water.

*Scream* Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Although not enough sharp, my voice.

Mother fucker stupid peepo WeiJin wrong deleted his message in phone. Screw 100 times also not enough for my lost! Hell! Shit! Fuck! What the piece of shit! Bitchy brrraainnn.

Owh somemore, I need a camera immergency, who can borrow me. Please.

Gary you make me felt sweet much every second. Warmth.<3

Alright Imma going to go now. Bye and nights.

Im just sixteen

2011-07-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

I standed in front of the mirror.What thinking in my little dizzy brain?

Im just a fifteen even havent reached sixthteen girl. The world seems going more complicated. Theres lot of different effort like pushing me to the goal but I dont know where my goal is it. I feel some stress but unknown stress. Maybe the stress come by the memories I had. Drive me mad, drive me sick, drive me emo.

I experienced alot of, I think more and over than other peepo but sometime I think just some smally babe experience only. Im just a teenager, why my life could be like this? Peepo addicted to Manga or Reborn or Korean Singer or others I dont know. I do nothing everyday in my life. But the special is I still have a relationship as Im still a normal girl.

Four years old, what I facing? Sixteen years old, what I facing? Eyes suffering, since when? Much years ago. Now, what I feeling to my life as I started have a OKOK mature brain and heart. I got my thinking. Why seems the whole world forcing me to reach the goal or to success? Why dont they try too? Dont they know the hardness? Dont they understand a girl feeling after the girl experienced alot that other peepo never experience before?

Such bitchy my life.

I a normal or abnormal? Screw.

Having flu again. What to do? Eyes suffered everyday. Just see my days lucky or unlucky. Unlucky my eyes will be worst much. Since this morning, standing under the sunshine and I felt I gonna blind. Somemore the what what form6 boy kept saying Im crying. Bastard I was not crying, no need tell the guy behind you too. Screw. You are so bothered.

How to sleep later? Aircond+Fan or only Aircond or only Fan? I scare much to fan. Rawr its scary for my eyes. Aircond scary too but will be scary at the next day morning I wake up, I look at the mirror, Scary hell.

Fuck, better dont sleep.

A lot of faker and liar. Faker was so fake and liar was so lie. Know you dont want make us worry but not to lie like that okay. And.. I care so much for what. (slap myself)

Time to go, bye, good night to you all but I know I sure having bad night.

教育展

2011-07-16T03:22:00.000-07:00

站岗的地方，还不是差那么几米罢了嘛

什么嘛，那老娘宁愿“站在高山”上啊，在现在那里，有啥娱乐啊。

是，是有，造成我现在大概大概有一点变态癖了。

什么癖呢？怎样也要看到那个人儿被老娘逼到把手上那包颜色饮料给抛进垃圾桶成功我才爽起来啊。

成就感成就感，不听的那些，简直就是落跑了，丢下我那一阵迟迟不散的不爽。

还有什么？还有一些只会在那边念着我办事不足的那个男子，去抓啊，抓那个人啊。

哪一些超爱带水走过的人儿，尤其是那个样衰衰的马来女生，咳咳，你还要骗我多少次手上插着吸管的水是帮老师买哒。

算了算了，这一切的一切，都只是敷衍的一瞬间而已。

老妈的相机，大概大概也是让我不故意也不懂几时弄坏了，Lens error，F它。

所以大概也是命中注定以及暗示是要买新的噜，新的噜！几时啊... *跪*

所以，生活照照，大概也不会出现在我部落啦，除非，有人爱带相机到学校让我拍拍。

顿时觉得，这个坏那个坏，好像失去很多，很没有拥有的感觉。

今天星期六，出席了那个什么台湾高等教育展

一大叠的宣传纸，加上那些台湾人儿的解释科系

更感觉自己好像要上大学去了那样，呸，还有一年啊。

我的感想是___ 他的台音，好重口味啊。

什么“拍O(偶)像剧”

什么“Geeame”(Game)

咳咳，好够力搞笑，我好想好想好想好想笑啊，转身，面向小狼偷笑

今天10点多11点早上在Secret Recipe来个早晨HighTea，三八。

所以小狼，欠我一餐噢。=p

谁叫一餐HighTea30多实在便宜到要死-.-

也谁叫我妈塞一张50给我啊今早。

呼，好累。

Saturday,Sunday.

2011-07-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

Imma in moody status. Yes I bored until wanna shout out.

Not going 1Malaysia concert because I tought tonight gonna rush to hospital again but not because of the ‘Yellow’group. Okay I dont know what the group is and what its good or bad. But I take all the peepos and polices as brainless ever. Doing such things that mess up the city, even though run in the Hospital Tung Shin. Its too OVER dude! Screw off.

*Today is 10/7 Sunday. The upper words were typed at last night. Last night had stopped and off to Tesco. Yes my family like to walk around Tesco at midnight.*

Okay, after a Tesco walk, my moody status havent get away from me even I had bought a lot of junk food such as: ice creams, chocolates, seaweed, wafers, my favourite TomYam hotcups and no more. (They seems all are free =P) Was bite the chocolate last midnight, peepo think I got mental problem I think so.

And then went for supper too, hmmm from this passage maybe you will think I gonna gain weight. Ahaha yeah I think so. A skinny me and it is wtf so for me. Nightmare? No appear by last night but happened by last last night. Ish the night mare make me dizzy by yesterday morning and red eyes. Screw my dream that almost been raped by a man OMFG.

A very beautiful morning by today and finally could go for KL. Pheww... peaceful much. Couldnt imagine how about yesterday the messy KL city, sux ever. Still said yesterday A DAY TO REMEMBER? Oh no, whathehell. Okay now I abit bit understand what is the Bersih 2.0 but I never will be interested in Politic (A very complicated word.) But all for me, are brainless. Find fine you can say Im brainless too because I never try to understand what is it. Its not my matter although Im a malaysian, Im a teenager only I dont even understand what the adults thinking.

Went hospital to visit him and he seems not well. Dizzy thinking and heart with full filling worries and annoyance. Its make me sad much. Well, I only wish all peepos in my life stay good and healthy, its enough.

Watched Transformer3-Dark of the moon. Holy shit, its meant to watch so much! I thought its boring and lame to watch because I watch abit Transformer1/2 and I duno what I watched. AHAHA. Forgive lar I am still kids that time. Oh maybe I was addicted to the Bumblebee, ahahaha going to have a transform car too.

Yucks..Went pasar malam too and saw a guy was spitting infront of me. You thought I blind arh fucker. Somemore purposely make out the spitting sound again infront of me. I want to__Screw__You.

Ishh SEE! Finally the who who who in my class couple with who who who in my class. My predict didnt wrong! Ishh... Okay shut up, treat something nice to eat first. AHAHA.

End post.

Happy 2 years anniversary.

2011-07-05T23:49:00.000-07:00

My last night foto.Dont catch me, Im nt wearing Bersih T-shirt. LOL

Jin in rose vest and sunglasses.

Teehee, I have a very nice mood today.

Guessing why? Ahahaha no need guess anymore, I tell you now.

What day is today? 6/7/2011

Okay I understand its a very 'nice' number by the first and second number 6 and 7. Ahahaha I could see through your mind that you are think the numbers of 67. Hey don't scold out. Because I have no 7 at all, come and check! LOL

Okay I know Im talking lots of nonsense sorry babe. Continue my topic, today is Gary's and Me in 2years anniversary.A very grateful and suprised too because Zoe remember this day. Thank you for her message and regards and also a big hug.And also others all my friends' regards.Merci alot!=)

Yes I was shouting and laughing and happy hell last night on the bed.

Whathefuck you thinking already?Ahahahaha. Hey don't be dirty mind, at just only my personal feelings and I didnt do anything myself or with other or with Gary on the bed. -.- Ya I could tell you all I was mad.Weeeee I have a feeling to celebrate. Prepare wine please!

As only can say, days past fast like hell.

Once my eyes wink, the days past and somemore we had already 2 years together. Still havent forget yet the day we walking out of school, the day he told his friends we started together. Shoulder by shoulder, yes our first day.

Once my eyes wink too, my friend's sister had already 5 years old.God I thought she is still a little baby in my memory, but since I already 16 years old now. Somemore the peepos easily broke, unknown reason too. I felt really frightened.

Whatever the world changes.

Im living so good. I care them but I cant solve their problem anymore. I understand Im not that useful and professional too.

I wish all of the peepos having better life. Time could answer everything.

Lastly, happy 2 years anniversary too. Cheers Babe.

Thank you for your breakfast today. Its tasty much ever.

Fate

2011-07-03T01:15:00.000-07:00

Well, here's a late post for this few days I couldn't online.

Why? I called the streamyx by that day and I didn't scold out any F things in english or D things in chinese. What he told me? Whathehell mama never pay for the streamyx by this month, thats why the reason I can't connect for streamyx.And cannot online facebook and my lovely bloggy here.I had alots of things to type but everyday in boring and suffering. Imma almost gonna mad.

The days at school, hmm still fun especially the Biology class we do the experiment.
Oh yea fruits fruits fruits juice juice juice but a very unluckily the day the boys were been cut hair by stupid teacher and somemore been cut MISAI. Owhahahaha its funny and never would easily forgot.

Hows the peepo's. Jin don't even know and don't care about them.
As only can say, days past very fast.
The peepo's break, the peepo's leave each other without a main reason, the lonely shadow standing there, the lonely smell I could felt by that lovely morning the couple passed by him.
The peepo's gave up for their lover, the peepo's don't hope to hold on anymore, the one more lonely shadow there again, well, their choosing.
That's all about fate. That's all about time.
My friend told me time could answer everytime. Yes its absolutely right and I had got my answer.Grateful and thankful to my friend very much.

How was him?
He lying on the bed in hospital days and nights. I will be always go for KL every weekend or week day's nights. Whats his sons and daughters do for him? Alots. My daddy and my mummy took holidays and visit him. They are busy and tired through. Somemore the others calling the 道士 or what I don't know what to call came my house for doing something. That were all useless in my mind and were all idiot actions.

Is that easily to change a person's fate? No, not that easy but we try to change. But never would be the silly things could easily change a person's fate too! Somemore if wanna change the fate not by the last minute too. I never would believe this silly things and its disturbing my life only.

We could never change the fate.

Lastly, pray for my mummy could faster pay for the streamyx. *cry*

A morning and an evening

2011-06-27T02:09:00.000-07:00

Owh its a good night kiss from last night am sitting on my beddy staying in the darky holding my camery taking this silly posy.

____________________________________________________________________

Well, after a more than 5 hours sleeping but actually not enough and cant sleep very well, whole night rubing my eyes because its started itchy hell, and then I had been forced to move up and wake up from the warmy beddy by Bruno Mars' Marry you Alarm Music.

Whathefug Bruno Mars you gona marry me? AHAHA.

Okay, after simply brushed my teeth and wearing my uniform. I was lying on my beddy again, its still warmy ever! Someone but no one pull me up and make me stand infront the mirror and start tied up my long long long and messy hair.

What my expression? I had a very unwilling face to back to school again as it is Monday blues today.

I had a reddy eye and I hate it so much. Oh ignore my un-neatly uniform, I know I overed sexy. =p

Hear. Is it raining?

Oh I dont care because theres a time the rain sure will stop.

So, I still minded it sure have a assembly by this morning. But i was wrong. Its raining heavily and no more assembly. Cheers! But I still need to 'jaga kelas'. Still pity babe.

However, Im still try to make a smile. Make my morning stayed good. And should I cut my front hair to before style again? I think so.

____________________________________________________________________

Right now 06.05pm, I finished all my houseworks and blogging now. Just wearing a HangTen pink vest because its damn hot weather make me gonna melt. Looks my hair, goldish and brownish, its really nature.

Bluu Bluu Blooo~ Im acting a fishy fishy fishy fillet O fish burger, Hey I want to eat suddenly.

Lastly to tell, Good evening to all. Its a nice day for today.

But not a nice night because theres tuition waitin for me at 8.00pm. Tuttt__

And dont today will having a nightmare when slepping?NO.

Shoo shoo.

狼啊狼。

2011-06-25T20:01:00.000-07:00

还真难得自己8点半9点乖乖爬起床来。

感觉很美好很温馨的早晨，我当然还穿着睡袍在屋里晃着。

是小狼的生日，没错，可是，偏偏没有能拐你出街的机会。（叹气。）

喂，生日快乐啊！有没有忘记自己的生日，健忘鬼。

呐呐，为了你的生日，牺牲下我的帖子吧。

你最近在我隔壁念的Spice啊。调味料啊。

亲爱的对不起我不是你的调味料但我是你的“喜摇”（酱油啊。)

啊哈，个人很喜欢这个啦。可爱下的发黑脸。（喂，小狼你有完没完啊，别笑了，不知道嘴巴给笑烂了吗？

咳咳，这张我看你已经激动起来了，我的天你这是什么控啊你。（这时候你应该会在喊着“很性感啊。=w=)

当然，我也承认自己喜欢这张，这种衣冠不整这种东西-.-

好啦，最后一张，麻烦频住你的呼吸，一定要照做啦！

这张最漂亮。

呵，都是送给你的啦小狼。

虽然每天坐在你隔壁那位是极度过度正常不受外来风儿影响的真正女生

虽然每天坐在你隔壁怎样也不会太去理会那一堆令你沉迷到要死要活的虚拟歌手

我不了解什么Manga什么歌手

但我记得，你喜欢。

喂。

生日快乐。 =D

快掉到我手里啊

2011-06-24T07:03:00.000-07:00

呵，合照合照。

突然好想好想体验那种在学校掏相机死拍人家的感觉也

还在期待那相机从天上掉下来让我抓紧不放，而爸爸钱包里的钱掉出来被人家捡去了对不对 (^x^)

这小祯是怎么回事了，其实，很正常啊。

老妈就死念最近花钱于医药费而没钱再买相机，亲爱的老妈子啊你在锁着你老公的钱哦？

超想快快拍下一切中四的生活，不然中五拍到手断也忙得很啊

当然还有脚断啦。谁愿意来一起玩下Jumpshot。凑人数凑人数，看来只有我和小狼两个傻婆。

其他叻？一点都不好玩的。没趣。

明天则要拿成绩去了，丢脸丢脸。

如果自己在第一班的话更加丢脸，最后一名去了。但是，也是别人眼中的超凡，一生人又有几何可以拿到第一班的最后一名。

后天小弟小妹运动会去，爸说了什么？带望远镜照你孩子？

咳咳，老爸，你不如快快买个相机照一照你孩子更漂亮啊。

老妈一直念一直念

我也忍不住骂发克又了。

我脑筋会想的，你不要骂可不可以。

我知道你要我成器，让我磨练先好不好，不经叛逆何成器啊。

今天给装个莫名其妙的Emo去了。好情绪化。

今天也给装个超凡去了，写字好快。是不是今早的那杯Neslo。

白痴。

是怎样，六月中

2011-06-21T05:34:00.000-07:00

呵，打了又Backspace，打了又Backspace

英文，又华语，英文，又华语，最后还是回归到华语篇吧，反正今天可没这么懒懒的。

写个懒字，还是会觉得懒洋洋的感觉啊。（跪地。）

小祯大概大概也病好了。

大概大概，也还不就是还没有病好嘛。

时间是怎样了，来到了六月中，六月前的日子，盲目在过啊。

弹个琴，怎么钢琴老师看透我的心思了。是的，我最近很紧张很压力。

钢琴，也少碰了许多。偶尔才有十多分钟的时间，运动下指尖的灵活度。

最近的老师又怎样？

个个好像都吃错药子那样的，班上不是已经有静了少许吗。

下课小祯就只呆在那走廊旁发呆，对老师说早安。（惯了惯了。）

久而久之被人家取个走廊边孤单的女生学长都不知道吧，应该。

有个没个的神经佬们偶尔会走过再突然吓一声，老娘酱容易被你吓？-.-幼稚。

还是有个没个的多手小子故意弄一弄老娘的刘海，多手。

又是什么让我最失望了？

那堆带食物的女生，装个耳聋还是当我吃玻璃大还是她们自己眼瞎想这样混过去

我有在劝，看你听不听得见而已，我不想就这样凶起来，会被人揍。

失望的只是，都是华人女生。

其中一个是什么厕所嘿咻被抓包的女孩（啊不是，是女生/女人。)

别尝试逃避，更别尝试要穿过我和那面墙之间的缝口，囧。

楚恩（中五姐姐）已在身后Block住你的腰儿了，别假装不在意地往后退。

这日子怎么这样。

还有那些什么奇奇怪怪的作文题目

我不会写那些作文。（跪地）

又要怎样没头没尾没脑筋没重点地写出那篇什么乐在学习中啊。天。

Fall Sick

2011-06-17T03:36:00.000-07:00

Lastly I fall sick.

Yes i got flu serious like hell, who else saw me they would know I rub my nose till almost drop today.

Had already used 3 packs of tisu=30more sheets of tisu at school.(Aw produce alot!)

This is what you all saw me holding tisu paper, make out alot of SOUND.D=

*Cough cough*

I don't wonder why get cough somemore.

I feel so hot by today walked down stairs and rushed up stairs again for something forgot to take.

The whole body hot like hell while walking.

Maybe I got abit fever now too.

Where mama?I need mama now. But mama and papa at hospital now.

Now I know papa and mama are important everytime.And I know them had used alots of money recently.Go out for shopping anymore?I think no more.

For grandpa's medical treatment fee, for brother's hospital fee,for sister's medical fee also.

I don't want to make them worry and waste their money again.

I trust I could take care myself.

Drink water, eat medicine, rest more. Yes thats all I know.( but rest make me feel more worse whathehell)

Thank you for Gary take care me well.<3 I love you.

How about my friends? I don't even know.

They are all in bad condition too I think so.

Jin here to say sorry for not able to care you all friends. Im in bad condition.

Trying to be strong everyday but now stress until fall sick. I realized Im weak.

Couldn't stay longer in front computer.

Bye bloggy.

Life,sux.

2011-06-16T03:52:00.000-07:00

It's really lazy to type chinese for this post.Well, a time to be english post.

What am I doing?

Im holding a handkerchief and some tisu.I got flu like hell since just now tuition.

Rubbing my nose til pinky til wanna fell down.

What's the matter? That's why I feel like this recently gonna get sick.

Yes I really feel stress but I don't clearly understand whats make me feel stress.

Isn't my relationship? Nope. I think it's okay right now.

And I believe it's could be okay forever too.

My family problem?Yes it makes me felt stress from that day something had happened.

Worry like crazy feeling wanna crying, hell feeling.

Mama maybe should resign her job, theres no more people could take care of him.

I even cannot sleep well, sleep in whole night seems just sleep for 5 minutes.

Phone alarm ringing for wake me up but I hope to continue sleep on my warmy bedy.

And I hope no school everyday.Yeap surely I know it's impossible and it's everybody's dream.

What's still meaningful in my life?

Best friend shouted beside me Boring life.Sadly.We have no choice to choose our life.

Somemore my result sux ever. What's my feeling? I don't care. Because theres alots of things more important than my result.

Tuition teacher felt dissapointed to me.I know I know I can feel it too even I close my eyes.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

Why said ThankYou? Yes I got my freedom.

It's more nice if you don't care what marks I got.It's more freedom for me.It's good for you so that you won't heart attack after heard my marks.

Yes I hate you, truely and deeply from my heart.I don't care you called who to spy my everyday school life or whatever I DON'T CARE.

Since before PMR I know you already don't care me,but disturbing my life only. After PMR I got a 6As result, that's my credit, not what you teached out is a PRO.

Don't tell other else I'm your student, don't tell the result I got is what you had teached very hard.

Somemore don't blame me never get a straight A's too. Thank You.

English more noobie than us, how gonna teach english or read?D=

We don't dare to criticise you only.

Well well, I'm talking too far already.

HaaaaChooooooo!

Yes sneezing. Poor girl.

Feel tired by everyday. A prefect been bully by other too.

Crazy things they bully me.Somemore deaf things doesn't hear what I said.AND somemore these deaf things a chinese girl too.I had speak softly and gentle, YOU DEAF ARH?

Pui, Fuck all.

Yes I tired.A friend told me to be brave and strong.Yes I get lots of advice from this friend.Always to advice myself too and I hope my advice would work on me.

Never to compare with other people.

Somemore theres my friend more worse than me.

Well. I hope could see a better day tomorrow.

‎.-..-.
`·.·´
●/
/▌
/ \

Draw a love for my Boyfriend,Friends,Family.

And also papa and mama. I know they are tired.

家人健康问题

2011-06-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

这一阵子，怎么会这么多事情发生

脑袋连睡觉时也不能好好地休息

一直想一直想，想很多很多很多很多

结论仍不见身影。

家人出现健康问题，甚至还会更严重

我能怎样，快担心到崩溃了，能怎样。

怎样？

得空时往这儿飞哪儿飞多远都去，多远都不说远

家呢，KL来这里最多给你两个钟

你们这些孝女们有回来吗？过年也不见人影。

过年冷清清，你们又懂吗？

现在健康有问题了，才说在老远都死要赶着回来

回来是怎样，有说有笑？像过年般？反省有吗？

对不起，我给的不是辱骂

时间真的不多了，一年回来一次的话，还有几年他们能够再等待你们回来？

很少。

珍惜吧。

脑袋打不出东西了。

停止思考吧

休息。

毕。

微笑。记得噢。

我返来啦。

2011-06-07T20:07:00.000-07:00

返来啦！

（跑跑跑跑踩着过来（对不起啦，小祯在那边也是跑跑跑跑然后踩进大海里啊）

当然还记得中二那年六月假期，也是去岛儿啊，那是Pulau Pangkor

呵，我当然记得，小钊更记得！（呐喊。

亲爱的他记得什么东西，原来记得我晚上去海边寻找螃蟹！

小钊啊，知道你担心我被螃蟹夹到，呵呵。

这一次，是去Pulau Redang

谁不懂啊，谁！那个橙子男啦-.-

他娘的我在沙滩晒着太阳竟然收到他信息说带文言文去补习给他

谁得空去补习，人家在晒太阳游大海看比基尼

好心，注意下人家写上的一大堆状态

天气晴朗的几个早晨（就是没有别的用词啊

都在游泳啊，亲爱的，几时听过小祯会游泳了？

啊哈，是不会啦，但至少是随便弄几下海水喝几口海水浸几下海水

好咸，眼睛都痛了。

好多鱼儿吖吖，小丑鱼多丽鱼，都漂浮在我脚边（什么漂浮，都还没死。

沙子像面粉那样的细腻雪白，好美啊。

海水清澈得照不到我的脸儿

照片得空再发哦。

沙滩上有什么？靓女比基尼像模特儿在摆Pose拍照

还有那些黑黑实实肌肉肌肉酱的在那边工作的不懂什么种族工作人员

还有那些瘦瘦的裸上身男，跑来跑去。

还有什么？还有那个那个很像嘉冠的人儿。高一些，帅一点点点。还记得上次富贵山庄捧神主牌的那位男孩也是很像嘉冠，矮的矮的。够力。

还有一个像Joann的女生，可是是胖的-.- 也不是说很胖啦，却是比Joann胖就对了。

[对啊，没有缘分见到Joann，一直躲在resort里面干嘛吖她-.-]

手信才买3个而已，或许会把一个留给自己

还有两个，小钊小狼分吧。=)

果然，只记得你们两个，啊对了，还有惠玲

对啊，惠玲每次都买手信回来给我，有时候还买给小钊，真的太客气了也。

嗯，开学见。

毕。

呆家闷毙

2011-05-31T22:48:00.000-07:00

假期的心，很平凡，应该是。

说今天要出门，朋友病了，还在死担心我生气。

安心养病，我可没生气，伤心而已

欠我一次，你说的哦。呵。

另外一个，走开吧走开！

从昨晚到今早，不，现在是下午了。

何须去怎样拜托你。不想了，不会了，因为我知道没有结果。

我对你没有感觉，女生。

小钊，好好过今天，买东西给我。（呵，我知道我很有阴谋，你就带杯星巴克回来给我吧)

傻瓜来的，别麻烦朋友嘛，傻瓜。

买东西，东西哦！

现在正是在网上翻来翻去，看到很多人都PO的一个东西：什么我的宝贝老婆

好，当然就是说疼老婆的条规那些

也不见得小钊有让我限制要做到哪几个，当然，我也不需要怎样特意PO给他看

其中一条

【老婆吃不完的东西，我会帮她吃完。】

饭那些，食物那些吃剩一半还有一半给男的吃那就还好。

我老天的是小祯看过女的吃剩的蛋糕Cream(特意强调这个CREAM字)要男的帮她啃下去！

未免这男的也太'Zitto'了一点吧

爱老婆，不是这样爱的吧

爱老公，根本就没有啊

如果爱老婆，麻烦也爱一爱自己，顾一下自己健康，不要盲目的爱，大便也肯吃下去你傻了啊？留点男人的尊严好不。

如果爱老公，你会顾及他健康，还塞给他那坨cream，天，不可理喻。

不想说太多，或许人家爱得不同点。（明明就是很不同。还给我不同点你这个小祯。）

这里没有特意在说谁，不要那些自恋鬼的过来死要认好不好，我给晕过去。

爱是顾及，不是锁。

爱得多疯狂当然也要爱自己，留给自己应该保留一点点的尊严。

毕。

小小一篇。

2011-05-29T07:48:00.000-07:00

呵，无意中找到张照片

好喜欢很久之前画过的这个指甲也

可爱的是三八到中指特别涂白色哇（是不是秀中指也比较方便？）

你在哪儿啊，老娘可想你啊

“想你是件快乐的事。”

嗯，我记得的，我知道的。傻瓜。

晚安。下线去。

滚。

2011-05-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

混蛋，滚。

老娘最近可有事得很，要帮我？没有可能，也不够资格。

就连我自己，好像也帮不到我自己。

脾气很不好。

说话好漠然的感觉，不然，也就是咆哮了。

干嘛，干嘛

欠我揍你那样，好讨厌也。

还有，滚回去，别时不时会出现在这里

不要烦。

也不要很若无其事还是名副其实地同坐椅子

即使是和一个很男人婆的女生坐在一起

有她，别这样。

谁不懂她见你X男牵个手也嫌你手脏，谁不懂。

对不起

我真的很烦。

什么事造成，醒醒嘛好不好，没事了啊。

不懂，真的不懂明天后天大后天还会有什么

又一次，活得辛苦了

不想笑，不想笑。

或许就因为这样，觉得身边的人都很不friendly

对自己很不利的感觉吧

所以才频频发唠叨叫这个滚那个滚吧

没有人给我喊，在家里自己咆哮

屁，什么烂女生。

那个什么中华文化常识比赛（好长的名字你娘的）

什么嘛，来势汹汹那样

那个...那个什么蓝衣uncle带来的学生

什么啊？对，小钊说的全部都是noob样

不是，其实是nerd样才对

读书样，好像一个脸孔串死人酱

啊，又来了又来了，别以貌取人。

几百个什么陌生人参自己人在礼堂比赛

感觉，气氛，怪毙了！

假期了也。

毕。

对你感到失望

2011-05-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

就是因为考完试了，又有那种要打部落的瘾子

三个星期的年中考试终于考完了

亏自己的老妈还每天在那边问着考完试了没，昨天也有在问

还没考完就当然很心衰地回答着，除了昨天带着一点点点点的开心回答:明天lastday。

对啊，年中假期了，又想起和小钊刚认识的那个夏天，那个假期。

又发生事了。又一次了。

想挑拨离间的人，原来你就这样这样的狠心。

我stupid，我idiot，我不敢面对家人，你每一字每一句都说得没有错

原本在我心中，你是个很好相处的大姐姐

但现在不是了，原来只是我一直以来的以貌，以字取人而已

你不懂珍惜我对你的小小份敬意

知道我看了你留言过后感觉又是怎样的吗

像是我以后也不配成为你大家庭一分子的感觉

像是为你大家庭未来着想而驱赶我离开他的世界的感觉

你给我的感觉，已经变成不好相处

不再是什么大姐姐，反而，是个大人在干扰我的世界

写到这里来，我不知道我有没有写到去咆哮泼辣版本了

我希望不是，如果是的话，我只好说对不起。

相信你，也看不见我的心情的。

好的，继续写，咆哮了请你别怪我，真的真的要原谅我，我真的是真心道歉。

那是我的墙，我爱PO什么，都可以，他爱PO什么，他有权力

那是他的墙，我爱PO什么，我有权利，他爱PO什么，都可以

为何需要说出一些好像小孩子那种“我回家跟你妈妈讲”这类型告状的话

是不是我spam爆了你的news feed，如果是的话，对不起。

可是，言论自由，不是吗。

对不起。我真的感到很失望。

也只能怪自己以貌取人吧。

我相信，不会有事的。

嗯，牵紧。

我,也是...

2011-05-21T20:36:00.000-07:00

是啊，很久没有打部落了。

像越打越短，上一次的最新帖子也很短

电话，有啥动静？

扔在我的身边，没有小叮当音乐的呐喊

找我的是谁，喜欢就回一回，不喜欢干脆把电话丢在一旁假装说句很烦算了。

不想回复，却哀求我回复下。

知道老娘很懒惰按电话吗，根本没有一股动力。

恕老娘累了，不能帮到啥感情上的问题还是解你闷

就让我过下无聊的多少个小时好不好。

持着的那本杀手，还不是看完了

很努力很努力地在看

只想充实自己的时间，孤单的时间。

是啊，很自由，越自由，越孤单。

就像Mr.NeverDie那样，无与伦比的自由，其实他很孤单，很孤单。

读了这些一大堆的东西，爬人家家，睡人家床，开人家冰箱，坐人家马桶

Physic不用读啊？

都不会。

脑袋里，是什么？变态倾向呢好像。

刚补习回到家了，又得到什么

Physic，我啥都不知道

面子书，照上，翻，来，翻，去。还是最新信息，和个人主页，还有通知。

最新消息，一大堆什么预购衣服裙子的照片，但，我没有钱。

个人主页，自己的那一堆有句没句的状态，给谁看。一大堆都是自己咬着麦当劳杯子的头儿，都没有你的头照，感觉像失望那样的。

就是想到你了，去翻你的主页，啥状态都没有，正常，有的话也不大是写关于我的状态。自己的那颗心形还留在那边，静静的感觉。

多了什么?照片，亲戚间的照片。

搭肩，正常，然后又搭肩，然后又正常。

看了两次，多。

什么感觉？我不懂。不懂是怎样的感觉。感觉不到。

电话呐喊了，我翻了开。

是吗？

我想说，亲爱的，我也是。

肩上很沉重的感觉

也就下线洗鞋去吧。

毕。

又是考试间

2011-05-13T20:20:00.000-07:00

好了好了，Blogger你终于苏醒过来了，我等了好久唉

部落欲也被你赶走了，讨厌。

大概像是很久没写部落了感觉

大概也像是发生了很多的事情

自从也穿上蓝衣后

有人说小祯Lc

很好，穿上蓝衣是Lc的话我赞死你的烂直觉

有人说，很好看，谢谢。

嗯，是考试期间没有错

还是3个星期的考试，严重让人窒息

崩溃。

小祯好想出门玩玩哎。

爱，很简单，也可以很复杂，我理解。

蓝衣。

2011-05-09T00:47:00.000-07:00

试用期，一转眼就过了

两个月，这样的生活就这样让我活了两个月。

大概，也慢慢的熟悉，不是第一天跟在Jon的后面那般对学长团体的超级陌生，我怕怕。

终于穿上蓝衣，呵，情侣装了。

我自个儿也觉得怪怪，更何况又是小钊还有那几个在那边偷笑

急着上楼梯，没有抬头，听见的是有人说“很可爱。”

酒窝姐姐，还是慧莹?

不知道，只知道是紫色衣的姐姐

由于我一心只在想念在楼上呼唤着我的蛋糕，对不起，忽略你的称赞，谢谢你哟。

放学又是赶着回家然后忽略身边那学美喊着我“靓女，掰掰。”

可见我真的没有自恋到透顶，因为我不懂她在叫谁靓女。

抱歉，下次叫小祯也行的，学妹。

明天另一套蓝衣，这个就.....大件了一点点。

哎哟这件不美。

好像很伤。

2011-05-05T03:02:00.000-07:00

或许你们不懂我

或许别人看不见吧

或许不需要特意表露出让人家认同啊

或许一开始对其他的都太突然，没有人想相信吧

或许吧，或许吧

一直安慰自己，有啥用

要人家相信，一直想办法？我傻瓜。

一边说，不需要人家相信，自己知道自己真心的就好

一边说，需要人家相信，因为自己确实不是什么花女

叹气。

阻止自己不要想，还是没有办法

因为有伤到了，虽然很莫名。

像是摧毁我一开始到现在的很努力很努力

像是摧毁我一开始到现在的那种真心

没有人看得到的，除了你。

也或许挚友你懂的，是吗

一直找，一直找，大多的都不信任的

都不了解我，都没有人懂真正的我

看上来，我是比较冷淡的那方吧？

还是说，对他的那点热情从来不会表露在你们面前吧

好像有把我逼疯的感觉

好像有我们不像情侣的感觉

很多，很烦。

我何尝不爱

我何尝需要去花超过一年的时间去玩

我何尝又是你们想的那种狠狠甩开人的那样贱

不是说热恋期过了不过了的问题

而是，不管是什么期，我态度都是冬天般？

唉，娘的娘的。

我对感情

其实已经认真到不行了

最后，也只有你知道。因为你体会。

很谢谢，你。

两张

2011-05-02T02:11:00.001-07:00

打开自己的面子书，按下站内信息

咦，这傻瓜又标记了我啥东西

按下。

两张戏票，多熟悉。

咱第一次的电影。

几秒，内心莫名的那一丝感动

那，快退色的戏票，是岁月的痕迹

给我的感觉，又是多温暖。

回忆，是幸福的。

一家五口散掉

2011-05-01T07:29:00.000-07:00

才那么亲爱的3天假期，小祯一家五口给散透透了。
爸妈往沙巴之旅飞去。
弟妹往他亲爱的姑姑家他亲爱的表弟家驶去。
娘的只有我一个孤单的往外婆家呆去。
算吧，谁叫我没有伴。

也不是说不好的说，至少，很多东西简简单单的陪伴。
像是外婆做的Karipap多怀念的味道
桌上那盘海鲜，那盘清淡的番薯叶
其实，很简单，很好吃。

很多很多食物陪着我，小钊我知道你不会阻止我的
呵，爱你。
还有新买的碎花裙，我满足得很！

老弟啊我超想你的说
老妹啊我才不想你叻，和你通个电话都Har Har Har，娘的
还有老爸老妈我想你们，快回来啊，我要大餐大餐！

小钊，才那么几天
我，很想，你______

晚安，毕。

2011科学展

2011-04-28T06:21:00.000-07:00

冲洗，多温热的水

从头顶淋到脚底，闭上眼，嘴巴微开地呼吸

脚趾都发白了，原来冲了好久，半个钟头多

信息，怎么都发送失败，原来，过期了，悲哀。

雨，突然，很大很大

雷声连续，而没有想要静止

摸着窗，一直看，一直看，雨水一直滴，一直流。

靠着窗，它在微微颤抖，连一声雷声，也更加颤抖。

娘的，其实，我担心你。

27/4，也就是昨天的科学展啊，还真的很不错的哟。

去年是逃过PJ课，今天逃一整天，爽死娘了。

小钊，你组最刺激啊，呵，喜欢。（幸好没有GG）

对不起，是有点丑。但，何尝不是第一次握着那堆火。

好，忽略掉中间那些，看左边两个傻子在染手，呵。

这是什么比例，一个巨人一个____阿飘。-.-

傻婆笑。永远都是傻婆笑。呵。

和挚友的一张，喜欢。

原来啊，和小狼的合照也蛮少的啊。（看，你和小钊又很一样了！）

我还在努力从电脑挖，我挖，我挖我挖挖挖

挖到___那么一张。将将将将！

很明显，是没有做功课啊。

另一个我身边的呢总是等待我书本的那位啦，呵，懒虫。

嗯，我还要再找出那张去年生日一起出门那张。

还有，

你，不要吵，什么下面痛，说多几下你就真的下面痛。

毕。

请你尊重。

2011-04-25T22:59:00.000-07:00

坦白说，小祯每一次在站岗时，遇到不管任何人，怎么做错的任何人

小祯都要提起勇气去劝，这是学长最起码，最常做到的事情，虽然有时候带点犹豫。

遇到的人就算再来势汹涌，也该放低身份挤些微笑的要求一下，不然会被揍。

我敢说，就算再不爽，我也一点都不敢把不爽的样子秀给学生看

因为，我不想，也不敢。

或许有些朋友曾听过我的劝告吧。

“不要呆在班上了，下去。谢谢你。”

“Don stay in class.”

“下去呗。谢谢你。”

“Please go down. Thank you.”

“Sila turun. Thank you.”

来来去去都是这几句吧，然而有时候对象是朋友的话会带点要求的说说这些话，聊上几句。

小祯知道，要人家服从自己，首先先服从人家，大多数的话都有句谢谢，小祯这，还算可以吧？

当然，大多数的都很服从自己，尊重自己，小祯感到开心以及满足不过了。

就算是再烂的学生，还是看起来像流氓那样的小子也会和小祯哈拉几句废话，还是搭上几句玩笑，然后也算很服从的了。

小祯想说，就只有那几个，比其他烂学生还烂的东西，比我班的那位还更不配当垃圾的东西

小祯能这样压抑着自己的一丝愤怒，能提起那么一丝的勇气，算很不错了。

好，在批评人家之前，我先检讨自己。

先说，我有说谢谢，我没有怒吼。

还是你们认为我的谢谢不动听，还是你们嫌弃我的声音太小。才几个人在班，谁会听不见我声音。

当然，我承认我还是一个试用期的卑微人物，不及我Mentor般的权力，况且你也只听她不听我的。

好了，我检讨好我自己了。我找到自己的缺点那些了。

轮到你们了

好呗，其中一位至少还给我望上一眼，算很不错了，至少不是把我当透明，只是我替你伤心你有这样的朋友

另几位，娘的把我当透明物体，把我话儿当耳边风，老娘才懒得去劝你第二次。

因为我知道，就算是第二次，第三次，我得来的回应还是一样而已。甚至是没有。也就是没有回应。

况且，我也不该打扰什么

最好是自个儿醒目点，识做就好。

也难怪今天会对着小钊呐喊着不想站岗，也难怪边呐喊边爆粗

娘的，体谅我的感受可以吗___

还记得今天朋友问了我的一个问题：为什么这个世界就是这么多垃圾。

嗯，难怪地球严重污染。

小祯终于了解，

当你尊重人家时，人家根本不会尊重回你，也不会珍惜那一份诚恳的尊重，因为他根本不知道尊重是什么。

读完，不要说我写得有多卑贱。

发泄毕。

讽刺

2011-04-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

问问自己，这几天不好过，对吧?或许只有那么区区一天。

前天莫名的悲伤，小狼原来会好奇哒？还以为小狼不会过问。

没什么的，别担心。

呵，和小狼有同感，听了小狼讲的故事我也超想法克她的说

懒高贵？不配。
反而就连那一丝鄙视的眼神也懒惰想秀给她看，垃圾。

湿了就哭？那脏了会死吧？

朋友告诉我他中的是面糊，你算什么？

水而已，不是我中过的泥浆也。昨天的游戏负责人总算待你们很不错了。

明明就是玩眼泪，引人注目，是吗？

就像上次满脸的蛋糕油，坐在地上假哭诉

结果没有人同情也，不是吗？

没有人想去扶你一把，因为，你不是断脚啊。-.-

讽刺着她。

限期？以为自己很有价值？

她还没遇到揍她的人而已。

上华语总Orz

2011-04-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

星期四晚上收拾书包时总会感叹地想：明天星期五了（总是有着心衰的感觉）

时间长过人，下课等到傻

我肚子咕噜咕噜了呢，可是早晨6点总吃不下什么东西

那多像寂寞老人的华语老师‘终于’回来教课了呢

看，每次下课前的那一堂课都拿来骂人

是谁在浪费时间，有谁在很专心很专心地听？

或许是有，但，不是我。

感到很抱歉的是今早没有到场支持你的球赛

只有默默为你加油呢

很高兴的是听见你赢了呢，好开心。

明天也继续加油呗傻瓜。

暂时到这里，要出门去。

或许会另加的。

毕。

[另加。]

星期六，没有实行到我的计划

没有到访Fullhouse是那么有点遗憾

不过老妈舍得给钱自己买那杯咖啡还有颗cake pop(草莓口味），何乐而不为？

悠闲地走进咖啡厅，隔壁只是多了位25岁的男生[妈妈的同事]

"下雨还要喝starbucks。"他逗弄地说。

"好喝吖。"我缓缓地说。

我站在他身边，等待他帮他同事点饮料

那员工指了指我的T衫，

"old logo"他微笑着说。

"yea."以礼相待。

"now oredi change new logo."他握着他手上的杯子让我看。

"yea i know."像和他聊天那样的感觉。

"but i prefer the old logo."很坦诚说出自己的爱。

"yea its antique.".....

嗯，没有了。

点了杯hot vanilla latte，还有个cake pop

手上接过那张收条，读了3次也有的说

呵，原来有免费杯饮料，赚到了。

星期日，也没有实行计划，茨长街没有去到

又是去Starbuck的一天，换取那免费的饮料

点来点去，还是那不变的绿茶冰

喝到最后剩cream，总有想呕的感觉

CakePop（巧克力口味），两块Secret蛋糕，我的收获。

开心。=)

对自己说，

吝啬点，爱一爱自己。

心情

2011-04-12T03:00:00.000-07:00

部落，很懒打，很懒打

可是，还是逼自己打。

有痛苦的感觉，最近也不知道怎么了

不知道自己处于什么状况

更不知道下一步能做的事是什么

功课，彻底丢下不动了

妈妈每个晚上都审问我的功课，我摇头说‘还没做完’，再悄悄加一句‘不想做’

我好想出门。（看，一点都不粘家。确实很射手。）

手里一旦握着老妈的电话

会情不自禁翻回那一封已发的信息

[八月二十三，3.59am

十一月十六，9.00am]

叮咛自己务必记得记得再记得

没有事情比这个更重要

就算脑袋多衰退，也不让它消失在我脑海里

铭记于心。

我在等待这个周末周日（大笑！）

周末随妈妈去Giza，当然会去Fullhouse

周日随爸爸去茨厂街（好久好久好久好久没去了，都不懂哪个N年前去过那么一次。）

小钊剪了头发呢

-.-我才睡了个午觉你就剪了个头发回来

当然，还很不错的说，呵呵。

小meei看到你头发后的样子好搞笑啊。

感觉很疲累，好想哭

摸着自己的心跳，甚至摸不到

再摸，感觉心脏在颤抖

缩成一边，你，很害怕吧？

因为爱，所以才会害怕失去。

笨蛋，加油。

不幸事

2011-04-06T01:49:00.001-07:00

生活有点闷闷的感觉

每天校内逛街，感觉学校被我和小狼越逛越小

还记得初次报到时觉得这学校很大，很美

原来，只不过如此啊。-.-

星期一周会后才晓得愚人节那天发生了不愉快的事

不幸运地发生在中三其中一名华人学长身上的说

小祯相信，也许有人在忏悔中

小祯知道，有人已经作出赔偿

甚至有人对我说，那学长这样是理所当然的活该

毕竟也是受伤，来点同情心或者体谅好不好

算吧。小祯要记得小钊说过的话，前世他欠的，今世他还上。

望他早日康复 =)

一起为他祈祷。

还有另外一位就

呃，不再打架啦。

曾经，看着你女友劝住你不要去打架

妈啊你可以抛下你女友然后去打架-.-

毕。

中四过的愚人节

2011-04-01T22:24:00.000-07:00

好了，刚过完4月1日愚人节噜

每一年的愚人节前一天呢都会令小祯回想起中一生活

（大笑）

像话吗？大姐大酱。Pui!

沦落到中四生活去的愚人节啊

其实，没有东西好玩。

原本啊小祯有阴谋哒

怕作弄了后朋友小气还是玩不起就没带了，况且小祯也忘记带。

玩来玩去，老梗一个

贴乌龟，贴I'm Gay，贴Happy April Fool，撒碎纸，抱雪冰的File逃走，骗家慧说裙子有东西（可以说是大姨妈）

没有了，当然小祯也没收到什么特别礼物

噢，有，还有一个人的“我爱你”

对啊我知道，今天愚人节，谢谢你的愚人。-.-

对了，前一天的晚上小祯的电话charger坏掉

他妈的又没有其他charger可以用

这应该是对我最大的愚人礼物吧-.-

就因为这样，陪小钊的时间也好像少了

距离，好像很远了

关系，好像很恶劣了

（叹气。）

我其实很想说，我爱你。（哭__）

我呸！妳这是什么？

我听见很多很多的理由呢

怕辛苦

三分钟热度

要考试

被人看低

请问还有没有更多理由啊？

妳和每个朋友说的理由都不一样叻

等一下，我没有要挽回妳的意思哦

我不知多么心凉（大笑）

对啊，我鄙视妳啊，从一开始所有人就鄙视你啊。

当然，妳这举动让阿teo的姐姐看低妳了

她说：“怕辛苦？！都没有去camp，不懂什么叫真正的辛苦咯！”

还有的是，原来我梦见的5分是妳的addmath分数啊？

毕。

Camp Prefects

2011-03-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

我回来了。（心中拼老命地呐喊_______）

想说，去的不是激励营，而是训练营

学会安分守己，不能出错，团结力量其实很大
静静回想这三天，像一场梦

所有手表都被没收，活在不知时间的日子，时间过得很快，很快...

但，小祯这次体验很多，经历很多，收获很多

第一次小祯体验Jungle Trekking

石头路小路水源到泥浆路去再回到石头路

走在泥浆里甚至是被水侄吸血

全身都已脏透了

最后还被逼把泥土涂在脸上，Natural Facial。

再来个Blind Trail也走在泥浆内（有偷看到一点点）

第一次碰泥浆，觉得自己真的很脏很脏

冲凉时间不足，随便冲，甚至是没有

然后还有就是大概像梅花朵朵开（是吗？）的游戏[游戏名字叫Unsur dan Sebatian]

就凑人数，会指定要混合性别还是分开

最后指定要凑2个人而且是混合性别(Sebatian 2)

猜，我找到哪一位男生？

呵，是小钊。

还好没有其他人要抢掉。属于我啦！

缘分，我相信。

还有就是凑长度的游戏（gamestation其中一站）

而我们这组则用自己身体凑长度

不顾是脏还是怎样，队员都躺下了

第一次躺在草地上

望着天空，参差着树枝，很美。

也很想家。

而用餐方面基本上则还好的说

除了主餐当然还有午茶时间

饭+鸡肉+蔬菜+一杯水（sirup/甜茶[我不懂为什么茶甜甜，有点难喝]/水）

老实说，小祯吃了也没有感觉，饿还是饱，都没有。

睡觉方面则大概睡3个小时多那样就醒

有的睡床，算很不错了。

所谓的resort，也只不过是乡村里的小竹屋

周围则很多的森林，花草

空气很新鲜，还有汹涌的河流一条

当然活动当中有被骂，全体。

特别是团长及副团长必须为我们承受任何处罚

这一刻觉得他们真的很伟大。很感谢他们。

而全体可以不顾一切去救回他们

赤脚或者不穿鞋，走在软泥的草地上

全体流下的眼泪，团结真的很重要。

想对妈妈说些话儿

妈妈，这几天是多么想念你

很想家，强忍着眼泪

学会坚强，独立

老妈帮我收拾这么多行李，其实是对的，都有用

知道妈妈的担心

但感谢妈的放手，我才能学会成长。我爱你。

不写了，实在太累了

小祯整个骨头就好像快碎掉

家里的黑斑兄弟们太想念我的血腥而不停叮我！（camp那里的都很大只，可能是太饱）

才那么3天，小祯黑掉了（哭）

老妈也吓到啊囧

毕。

烦的说。

2011-03-22T05:40:00.000-07:00

今天已经是星期二啦

考卷也派得差不多可以趴在地上

Addmath当然是不及格的啦

当然，也想说，

我的梦不准啊，梦见5分，拿25分

(翻桌。）

昨天和今天已经乱爆粗口不认人了（我他妈的不爽。）

算呗，怎样也有个5字，还是准啦我的梦。

星期四到星期六小祯就会露营去啦

到时候星期四星期五都不用去学校了

嗯，是很不错的事，因为那个人没去(呐喊我的兴奋！）

但啊，要带很多东西

特别是我在烦恼着有领子又深色的T衣

==妈啊，小祯翻了又翻自己的衣服，很多T衣但没有领的

再翻，翻到一件粉红色一件青色

（哭。）都不是深色。唉。

手电筒啊枕头啊鞋子啊（还要两双叻我的天，哪有这么多鞋啊？！）

果然就是这么烂，去camp就是很烦。=0=

不写啦，星期四星期五小狼保重啊

特别是星期五的华语节。（为你默哀。）

（哭）我也好痛苦的说

想我啊

毕。

第二次出门。TS去。

2011-03-17T03:14:00.000-07:00

昨天是几号小祯不懂了

但昨天是小祯和小钊第二次一起出门

感觉依然是那种熟悉的幸福感

套一句奶妈的话

“我要买墨镜，因为你们两个很刺眼你知道吗。”

你还是节哀顺变好了。

先到麦当劳来个早餐

12点多了我们还在啃着早餐

呵，是那一次我们一起吃那个口味的汉堡，不是吗？

洋人弯下身，我看见她前面的屁股-0-

“她有两个屁股。”

June仔失控地笑我的妈。

啊叻去看了部电影

I am number four

除了画面的快速让我头昏之外

基本上都还蛮刺激加有型的说

可惜的是，爆米花吃不完 =(

再来，趴趴走

一层又一层的才发现越高层衣服越便宜！

买，买，买，不停买。（这叫为衣服疯狂的女人。）

当然，被小钊看透我不停花钱的德性了，妈吖

停手！对啊小钊阻止我不能再买了。

为什么呐？

因为他不要我把钱花光光

因为他...一件也还没买到只看着我不停地在买！

好呗我住手了，但眼睛还是不停地一间又一间店地瞄

当然也急着希望他买到衣服的说。

回程只剩下我，小铭，和June仔了

不能缺的依然是火车上的拥挤

“这一刻我很幸福，感受着1M'sia真正的幸福”

妈，已经挤得乱说话了，June仔只顾在笑在冒汗。

挤得我和个女生背对背

顿时很想唱“背对背拥抱”

回到家摊开自己买的衣服以及包包

怎样都是polka dot? 囧

不过还是很开心的

还有手上套着的戒指

我的心给融化了，呵。

一切甜蜜的，尽在昨天。

毕。

短篇。

2011-03-14T09:21:00.000-07:00

这一刻有想把自己灌醉的感觉

可是还是不敢

小钊会骂。

小钊，很想你

才发现刚过了3月14日，白色情人节

也没什么要庆祝的吧？

不然啊，小钊你又要欠多一份礼物了，呵。

撑不住了

睡觉去。晚安。

轻松，考完了。

2011-03-11T21:10:00.000-08:00

考试周过去噜

放假周又来到噜我的妈吖好开心

有人说，没有感觉。

不过小祯觉得经一番忙碌以及痛哭以及努力，我现在终于可以放轻松啦。

回想一下这一周到底考了什么，考题有什么

我大概都忘得七七八八九九十十了呢

记得的是什么？

Physic,Addmath,Biology。

嗯，这三科，一点把握也没有的这三科。

其他的都还蛮顺利地进行，嗯。

笑。

创作文终于回来啦，小祯等到花儿也谢了。

读回自己的作文，很有感觉，还是不会忘记那一晚捧杯面写作文的感觉

但被老师要求E猫给他拿去比赛

投降吧，就E猫了给他。

但还是不大确定有没有E错，是不是singho018@yahoo.com？

来访者留言在留言箱那儿吧。谢噜。

不写啦，毕。

中四第一考试周

2011-03-07T23:34:00.000-08:00

上来了，我上来了。

由于这是中四什么臭屁蜜月年的第一次考试周

所有人嘴里都说着''不及格罢了嘛，又不是没有试过''

嗯，又不是没有不及格过

尤其是让我想起当年不及格了又不及格，哭过又哭

什么嘛，来来去去都的38分的历史

好，我闭嘴，别想什么当年的糗事了

今天三月八号，小狼记得哦，不然我需要讲很多次，还好现在考试周，不然回答到傻。

妈妈，妇女节快乐（算吧，我知道你看不见的，也不想你看见我的部落。）

June和敏琪姐Heipie Bafudey哦（我也不知道是哪个外星语，呵。）

呃四月的一日游，小狼就一起去嘛好吗

啊哈，小meei没有错

是度蜜月啦，我都不懂他阴谋叻（笑）

*Laugh out loud*

"woah wats up Jin?''

Aww..

Aww who is that beside eu? <3(ouch jealous__="P)

Sopor and Sozai <3

*Smile sweetly*

我觉得自己好大咧咧女生。D=

看笑容。大咧咧的。

终于有和你可爱的合照了。还要!

白痴比较

2011-03-03T01:54:00.000-08:00

今天的心情其实是平平一条线直过

间中当然有一些不爽的起伏存在着

是不爽，不想笑，简直不想

挚友说你处处要和我比较

是因为找不到和你同类型的人比较对吗？

是因为在你眼里通街胖过你一点点的都是胖子胖妞是吗？

比重量？所以？赢了？又怎样？

是不是你重量轻代表你很轻盈的感觉？

这么好胜的话去和某人比啊，不管怎样比都保证赢

何必这么勉强来和我比，不知丑

好，这一刻我看着你爽到忘我的样子我觉得很无奈很垃圾，原来你也是垃圾

好，我继续专心我的工作

怎么了？还想再赢啊？

高度是吗？算吧我没有心情和你比什么的

别过头去当作没有你在我身边，因为我觉得我的视线范围不该有的人我会自动删掉

有没有赢？我问你。

有没有赢？我不懂你哦。

原来在你眼里没有其他人，只有我，谢谢，我荣幸到屎酱

挚友说你就连头发也要和我比较长度

好，比，比饱它，不够你长，我知道

不如比可爱？挚友说我简直赢过你多多声。

所以，垃圾，听好

瘦，不代表美

我从来没有肯定瘦就是美，我甚至要自己肥一点点

轻，不代表轻盈

没有用的，会被风吹走，我也会，不过有小钊拉着我，我怕什么

长，不代表亮丽

我承认童年的tomboy，之所以第一次留长发

滚。

活得有点忙。

2011-03-01T04:04:00.000-08:00

大概下个星期就要考试了

读了两个月的理科班其实还不了解Bio和Physic老师到底教的是什么

一头雾水

一头汗水

因为到月尾了学校还不交电费TNB不时不时切电的说

呃，狼，一起读书。

最近讨论着是否假期间出门游时代广场

除了小狼那方面妈妈的问题还没解决之外

其实还有很多的问题还不知如何面对

玲桑对我说的有人不小心听错而太过自恋对号入座所以就这样误解更深了

自恋的人啊，不是你，真的。

其实我不大能说出你的缺点

呃，或许我不大了解你，说的也不多

其实光只是这几年的认识虽然不深入但我觉得你有那种狗眼看人低的感觉

嗯，我觉得你选朋友方面比较挑剔

现在大概有改善了但是你的笑容好...淫人-0-

好，不说你了

其实你改善一切，不就一个不错的男生了吗？

啊哈，还有小钊的说

最近剪了个什么vampire牙齿的头发-0-

不能怪，他就是这样跟小祯说他的头发最特别的名称

其实是超可爱的说

我就是喜欢（扯你领子！）(哇，霸道！笑。）

自从应征了这职位之后

小祯真的感受到一点疲累和忙碌了呢

不过很不错的是有好多的趣事和小狼分享

开心。

毕。

给小钊。爱你。

2011-02-25T00:59:00.000-08:00

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第一次密文

2011-02-24T02:03:00.001-08:00

限制于小钊，小狼，小铭，小meei，一毛，小宁，还有峰君那些都可以向我拿密码。

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我应征了

2011-02-22T01:45:00.001-08:00

笑。

看我平时一副不认真的样子你会认为我骗你说我去应征学长对吧？

不相信吧？

再仔细想想我有什么傻事是做不出的？

这一次决定阔出去了

有人感到可惜地对我说，最讨厌学长，为什么你要当学长？

笑笑，我不想说什么

其实为了什么？前途，分数，其实我良心也可以不要，牺牲掉。

是，我也不喜欢学长这职位

我告诉自己好好干，会爱上这职位

我让自己去体会学长左右为难还是被学生憎恨的感受

其实，学长何尝不是只想尽自己责任，以免不被老师责怪？

做好本分，其实才是最重要。

好的，带领我的则是MeiYing姐

一个和我同年同班，说话爽快直接，常让我托她留言给小钊的女生

我呢则需要站岗时间无时无刻跟随她学办事

虽然不大认识她的个性

或许我跟久了，会更了解一点吧，呵。加油。

狼下课后忘了告诉我的东西

琪桑一一告诉我了呢

那一刻顿时崩溃且患上急性忧郁症

只觉得阿某你越来越恐怖（Kowaii Neh...）

小钊请你与我同在

阿某请你走开走开

昨天华语学会主席那位酒窝姐姐怎么会这么莫名其妙地摸着我的马尾

之后还贴在我身旁问我是不是当学长

其实，真的好莫名其妙

难道是被那个38Jon宣传去了？

可怜的我。

[我是38Jon的代替人怎么个个都在笑我啊？好害羞好不知所措哦。我了解你们个个都在妒忌Jon这么快找到代替人，尤其是样衰的那个你。隐隐约约你让我听见你的妒忌。拜托，是你自己没有实力。还有Ketua，不是Jon的甜言蜜语哄我入虎穴的，是我自己要的啦。><]

你

别以为自己纪律是完美，甚至我自己也不敢这样认为我自己

但请小心自己犯错的存在，会被人抓紧机会挑战

或许会讽刺地就这样被绊倒，一开始又何必为面子而去尝试？

小祯，加油噜。

其实，不累嘛，对吗？笑笑。

不值得可怜的你

2011-02-18T21:23:00.000-08:00

小钊

我看见你写什么了

我不怪你任性，刁蛮。

因为我自己也是超任性，刁蛮。

可是，知道我怪你什么吗？

为什么不能要有自己的选择？

为什么小钊你一定要为人家筹到票？

为什么要答应人家？

我不明白。

还有那些，怎么一直逼人家选你这组。

好，不经意被某人你看见我哭

没有错，我是哭

想想，不是我男朋友的错，是你吧。

昨天。

恩，我了解你的身材

虽然很瘦但加上你的什么帅包包已经可以挡住整个走廊了

原谅我的吊你，我没有来大姨妈

相信你听见了吧？

我也感受到我身后你对我锐利的眼神

随便你怎样

我很直接，很明显，是不爽你

还有那几位。

如同隔壁班朋友说的，都是垃圾，回堆填区。

咦？玩双人游戏没有人要你啊？

可怜。可是不值得人家去可怜。

原本还以为那几个你的好朋友会要你

原来不是。

所以，聪明点看透好不好？

不要扮单纯，你会受更大伤害，付出更多白费的东西。

还有，我和小狼听见了橙子说你的话

你很紧张的骂了橙子呢

人家没有说错啊，不是吗？死不承认。

上课时候不要死命gap人家，咸湿。

啊哈

还有小meei的部落

啊哈哈，“小妹妹们会担心”

是你们还有我们？

（笑。）

小钊，爱你，是我。

给今天，你。

2011-02-16T00:15:00.000-08:00

给你，今天的你。

从朋友那儿才知道你的状况

叹气

不知道该怎样去安慰你

越是看见你突兀的笑我越心疼你

别假装坚强，我看透了

我不想同情你

或许能说我不喜欢同情

也或许能说我自己也讨厌人家的同情

我只想看见你不突兀的笑

很美，你知道吗。

你很坚强，很勇敢，很伟大

我真的很佩服你

或许你真的做得太多了

换个教训，最后一次了，好不？

你说人家没有错

其实你也没有错

真的，别再把事情往身上扛

很沉重了。

你叫我别怪人家

我不会

但我怪的却是你

我不准你自责

或许人家在内疚

至今我也在内疚N年前的事

我不会如何安慰人

我要的是所有我视线范围里的微笑

即管只有我一个没有扬起嘴角。

2011情人节

2011-02-14T05:23:00.000-08:00

情人节收到好多的巧克力（巫婆笑__）

虽然只是在学校度过

不过啊有一大渣巧克力握在手里好有满足感

看得出小祯今天很开心吧？

当然还有担心苹果树下的那位啊

担心死了

小祯送了小钊泰迪啊

呵，一人一只

看得透你的喜欢哦但又隐藏

笨蛋你就是这样

记得拍照给我看。

小钊送我的toblerone,rocky,kinder bueno还有一粒苹果糖

小狼送我的strawbery white chocolate n toblerone（这就是我要的！）

一毛送我的一粒Tiramisu 巧克力

小Seng送我的toblerone

奶妈送我们的意大利面

看，我情人节过得很好对不对？（笑__）

呵，情人节快乐。

呃还有，小祯没有机会走去买巧克力给所有人，抱歉。

屁。

2011-02-13T04:53:00.000-08:00

今天小祯去了趟巴生的说

=0= 没有吃什么好吃的肉骨茶（生病还吃什么肉骨茶啦）

因为是去同事的家拜年嘛

当然也少不了遇见那位拍照都摆一样38pose的小妹妹还有她妈妈

不仅如此

小祯发现她妈妈拍照时也一样是38pose的，不过是比较正常没有贴在脸上那些

不过还是觉得她的双peace...呃，老土。

好啦，去到人家家少不了就是比较孩子多少多少岁多少多少年级（师奶们都是酱的。）

什么你的女儿很高叻，高过你了。

还是哇，很高厚？！

好啦赞我高我听惯了，觉得没什么。

当听到年纪是form4时候，又Har鸟一下

老娘我问你是什么意思？！想收回你之前说的话是吗？

是啊我样子是长得可爱一些，不成熟嘛对不对？

每次这样被人带刺的说都会觉得超级的无奈。然后在转身画圈圈。

心中总会想着到底要长得多高长得多成熟才叫16？

要像sunil那种高+满脸的暗疮才像吗？

或许以前的你们是这样的吧。

就那个小妹妹的妈妈来拍我老妈的马屁了

上一阵子我妈和3位同事去泰国工作+游玩

好啦，这人儿开始拍我妈马屁了

说老板原本只给我妈一个人去

然后才给其他三个人去

还说老板最疼我妈

你说，她不叫拍马屁叫什么？

拍完我老妈的又拍我的屁了（你不怕手髒吗？）

好，掰得有多夸张有多天马行空

掰什么？

去跟每个人说我跟妈妈去做工做partime

好，还好。

人家肯定问会做咩？做什么？

我老母都还没出声你就出声了叻

做Admin啊。

老板出工钱的叻。

够了，我已经转身然后翻白眼了。

白痴。

你说你女儿肚子痛

什么？经痛是吧？

什么？才四年级呃。

现在的女生怎么这么早熟，才四年级就大姨妈了

难听一点叫屁股吐血。

其实，你有点可怜，我了解你丧夫之痛

你女儿还被你瞒着说父亲出外公干

我不能想象以后你女儿该怎样面对。

毕。

无题

2011-02-11T05:41:00.000-08:00

来，看。

看什么？

看我的脸。

脸有暗疮？

不是，看眼睛。

眼睛？一点都不大。

好，比起那个faker，我的眼睛是一条线吧。不是看眼睛大小。

看什么？

黑眼圈。

好，上面这一堆很无聊

昨晚啊拜天公所以呢迟回家

3点回到去睡觉5点15分爬起来上学

看我多勤劳。

应该看不出我的疲累吧？精神奕奕那种对不对？

国语节的时候还打瞌睡

不是，是直接趴在桌上半睡半醒有梦乡那种。

老师？你问我啊？没有理的。

呃阻碍物，对，没有错

是的你专长是挡住人家的去路

我竟然可以迷糊得然后叫你一声：靓女，让路

我想把自己给宰了

呃，不要暗爽

呃，早上一来到不要给我如来佛掌还有一指神功

我是脆弱的，我会碎掉。

我知道你很strong，就连我静静赶功课也感受到背后涌着一股气势

原来我有第六感之类的东西。

还有你，笑脸“淫”人的你

百年来没有一次叫过我的名字+和我讲话

今天大概是第二次了

多么温柔叫我的名字（少见！）

多么有礼貌地和我借东西（更少见！）

是不想毁掉你在那几个人眼里的美好，对吧？

还记得第一次你也是这样温柔叫我名字

然后告诉我华语功课要做什么（因为你见我那时候孤单一人坐在角落跑来好心下是吗？）

发现你真的变到不像样

一整天不懂多少个微笑（小心你嘴巴脱臼）

笑容就像要裂开那样。

背yeng包也不见得yeng过人（就是所谓的lan yeng）（放这么多书，yeng也变得不yeng了咯）

还有被我发现的那种咸湿眼神

看上看下，好心，没看过葉子味大包啊？

不hit了咯，恶心了咯，不好吃了咯

飞机场才是王道。你out了。

我不喜欢你。还有那些。

不写噜。毕。

牵起。

2011-02-08T23:45:00.000-08:00

又想起那一次当我有所期待的时候得到跌入悬崖的失望

我这笨蛋

原来我最近已经过得很好

我这笨蛋

原来最近真的很少哭泣了

好了不准悲哀的样子了

现在都常笑笑

多么咧嘴，我喜欢。

也不记得哪个N天是最后一次牵你手走出校门了

好像是很久很久了，不记得。

校门外牵起你的手

原来你感到幸福哦？

干嘛藏在心里不告诉人家，呵。

呵，证明我的举动是没有错的。

就是爱你。

又怎样。

偷笑，就快情人节了。

新年间。

2011-02-05T09:35:00.000-08:00

从还没过年之前写了个帖子

到今天初四呃...早晨了再写个帖子

好吧... 过年要说实话

坦白说我的功课依然还没做完（哭...）

不过不用担心，因为小狼也还没做完（有人陪，一起哭...）（啊呵，又玩拆穿了。）

所以，放弃了所有一切

还是过年最重要的说。

过年最讨厌的就是小孩多得是

多还没关系，跳来跳去跑来跑去喊来喊去才是重点

就连小祯也不敢开电脑，怕惹狂蜂飞来我死定我窒息！

重要的还是抢我电脑被我大骂一顿实在是太爽了啊（心里变态）

你娘的这是我的电脑叻

就连去个亲戚家都要挤着去的

小孩子就是这样要全部同一辆车，自己的爸妈就抛弃掉吧（坏孩子！）

不过呢不管多讨厌他们他们说的话超不知怎么形容的说。

是小祯在车上听见他们玩IQ题游戏

大表弟：为什么鱼睡觉是开着眼睛的？

妹妹：因为叻，鱼有两双眼睛，里面那双关着鸟，外面那双开着。

大表弟：为什么北极熊走路时一只手要盖着鼻子只用三只脚走路？

妹妹：因为它盖着鼻子不要闻到人家放屁。（==！）

堂弟（正喝着汽水）：做么你爸爸没有来的？

大表弟：我爸爸不喜欢来的啦。

堂弟：哦我知道鸟，你爸爸喜欢在家喝水!（==！）

大表弟：你们全部有没有英文名？我的英文名是Kelvin。

我爸：我的英文名叫ah 强（LOL! 我爸很三八！）

我妈：我叫Kennie。

小表弟：我是spiderman。（啊哈，他好可爱！）

就要开学了，又好像不爽的感觉...

毕！

悄悄。

2011-01-31T06:56:00.001-08:00

悄悄告诉你

我的功课还没动

悄悄告诉你

我的校鞋还没洗

悄悄告诉你

我的新衣还没洗

悄悄告诉你

我的男孩我爱你（嘘...不要拆穿我的男孩是谁）

啊哈，真是羞毙了，把自己的丑闻写完出来

小祯相信着全部都很勤劳开始动功课了吧

只有小祯一个还没有-0-

好，没关系

明天小祯就跟它斗个你死我活（看看先=X）

看小祯的秀发（秀发pulak我的天-0-）

越来越长越来越长是像拖把没有错。

小祯还不舍得剪不舍得剪啊

修来修去都只是修前面的平头

小祯说过的留个够本

留个够本再一把剪得短短去（我怀疑我是心理变态）

我想罗嗦罗嗦，呵呵。

小钊你终于和小祯一样平头啦。超咔哇伊。

小钊你的头发好飘逸好椰壳的感觉也。但超咔哇伊。

小钊你的眼睛真的好大好大的啦。很咔哇伊。

说来说去，其实...

小钊你怎么可爱过小祯了，我妒忌！

啊叻，好，接下来呢小狼登场了

由于呆在假期中是很想念小狼的（秀发pulak）（样子）（声音）说

由于小狼也认为我会盗取小狼的自恋照

那么小祯就顺你意思去盗取吧

呵。这次没有大笑啦。只是微笑。

才发现小狼那不是yeng，是可爱！

啊哈小祯知道你要扮yeng但是经小祯判断变到可爱去了

（这时肯定会被小狼暴力地推一次小祯的头。）

好啦好啦，小祯不拆穿你了啦

拍照愉快厚~